Waterfall Embrace

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Under the courage of the fall and the rising of the soul your heart will speak like a waterfall embrace.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Lay where water runs through your pores and settles your heart

Where it nourishes your soul and brings forth light

Where nature offers a great reward of cleansing

Where the minerals and freedom to heal lay where the sky’s tears of joy wash over you

Lay for a minute and allow nature’s voice to penetrate your soul’s calling

Hear the vibrations of water create music on the rocks

Feel the ice cold refreshing miracle of a waterfall give you life

Allow the fall to engage courage and the soul to rise

Feel your heart speak again like a waterfall embrace

Sunshine

Growing Wings

To know him is to love him, to see him is to honor him, to hear him is to learn from him, to touch him is to be blessed by him, to be his mom is to be infinitely connected to him.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

My heart oh my heart… my mommy heart… oh my mommy heartbeat… what is my lesson in this place… face to face in this space my tears roll down my cheeks in this moment of just me and Zak in this place.

Love overtakes, grace is never erased

Lifting into the highest place

My boy who’s lived an amazing race

A champion

A warrior

A son

A husband

A brother

A friend

He will run with no end

Play music in heaven

I love this child more than the air I breathe

I’m so grateful for the love he has stretched my capacity to believe

My son

My boy

My star in the sky

He will always be my guide.

Note: I wrote this on a day in the hospital not long ago when we were called in for that very call you never want to have.

He made it through that day and after that decided he would not continue to go through this pain and suffering any more and made a choice to not recieve blood and platelets any more prolonging this suffering. He was as ready as he was going to be to let go and allow his spirit to soar and do bigger things.

Zakary recieved his wings on July 30th, 2017 at his home with his wife, his youngest sister and me holding his hands and head as he struggled to his last breath. It was the most excruciating almost 5 year journey of my life and it will NOT go uncelebrated.

This Sunshine page will become a book, I will be doing speaking in time and I will do all I can to help others in Zak’s name.

I have a path set out for me as his mom to follow and I will honor him all the way.

SUNSHINE, on a continual path to infinite LOVE!

Sacred Change

Every flower holds the petals until the petals let go!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

True sacrifice is within yourself

Acquiesced process of true wealth

Accountable in your unwavering truth

Standing in spiritual flow

Allowing obstructions to be moved to empower you in growth

The umbilical cord, created for a mother to give life

Then cut to release your purpose to take flight

Birthed from an inner embracing place

Offered into opportunity to share life in a larger place

Life sheds and rejuvenates the encompassing presence of ourselves

Revealing integration of our TRUTH

Losing our ego-self to our highest and most supreme love

Love is shown to be limitless when every circumstance represents gratitude

Love does not come and go but is obstructed only by what we know

Beyond presence is a surrendering of offense and defense to be navigated and inspired to love and order

Love, SUNSHINE

My Wisest Teacher and My Son

 

What the eye does not see is where the heart is set free!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

This baby of mine, my boy that has become a warrior man, husband, son, brother and friend.

His strength and courage far out stretch any I have ever seen, heard of or experienced.

I’d say it’s because I’m his mom and I’m biased, but that’s just a small part of the truth.

His story can’t fit on this page, but the light in his smile can radiate for you a message.

Interpret the love in these eyes and this smile from an unconditional love.

To know him is to love him.

To hear him is to capture the sound and rhythm of pure adoration and gratitude and love for life.

To walk with him is to teach you the most magnificent postural power.

To hug him is to feel more energetic peace than you’ll ever feel.

To speak to his soul is a gift I am blessed to behold.

To be his momma is the best gift I’ve ever received and it can’t be bought or sold.

To share our hearts while we reflect on our life’s path to here is in pure gratitude.

To feel his heartbeat while he holds my hand and hear him say, “I’m OK mom” when nothing seems even close to ok, teaches me the most love and strength I’ve ever experienced.

This BOY has a heart of 100 badass LIONS and as his spirit roars and becomes too big to fit into his frail body, he continues to teach us all, he is so much more than what you see!

Take your blinders of life off, it’s what you DON’T see that sets you free!

My WISEST teacher ever, MY SON!

I love YOU and my soul’s tapped in, every life you’re in, you promised you’d pick me as your mom again!

Can we make a pact though, that next time you don’t run faster than me?

I love you every minute and every second!

Your Momma for infinity!

SUNSHINE

(For those of you who don’t know Sunshine is my Soul’s voice, it’s the source where my words come and my eyes are closed and the deepest part of me shines!)

Sacred Embrace

Embrace the sacred space where your heart pulls you into place!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

The sacred journey of your soul

Feel into the graceful pull

Let go to what is already set in place

Melt into the cosmic arrangement of space

Divine love is determined for you to embrace

Creation of the ocean’s mystery

The heart’s authenticity

The Milky Way dancing to adoration

Your body’s formation

The mind’s intriguing ability to feel

Interpretation to reveal

Listening to the embodiment of being still

Love, Sunshine

Significant Surrender

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Surrender to the still silence to hear more!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Significantly silent in solitude

Conscious awakening exploding from my soul

Bursting forth the capacity to live more

Deeper in love with this peaceful open door

Momentum coursing forth

A pace leads to a sacred way to breathe

Swirling and whirling the hearts design

Allowance to be and feel all that’s inside of me

Escaping with unrivaled infinite love

Lessons and gifts molded into treasures of time

Smoothing edges and defining lines

Entering through wounded spaces

Surrendering to open places

Never dimming the purpose to shine bright

Fall into the power of the full moon’s night

Align yourself to fall together not apart

Pour rest and reassurance as fuel to restart

Embrace the resuscitation

Breathe out frustration

Graciously invest in your soul’s voice

The stage is presented and the microphone on

The echo in a universe recording a song

Love, Sunshine

Beautiful Soul

The heart and soul will find their place, wounds will heal where sorrow once was in that space!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

The vines know their route

Beauty added to the view they surround

Tangled only to perception shaken around

Reaching for the stars never tied or bound

Shooting stars represent core freedom found

Investigating the inner sounds

The sight

The light

The vibrations in the ground

The breathing and pulse of every tree standing proud

Others fallen with a purpose to lay down

Solidity exists firmly untethered by a slippery slope

Polarity is the sun ray’s reflection of hope

Rain divinely drops clearing the fog over illusions

Trusting in the strength put into the making of your own braided twine

Made from the heart and soul when aligned

In a flash blinded but harnessed in alignment.

Sunshine

Ignite In The Reflection Of Light

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Bare your naked soul to the reflection, feel every cell ignite with light!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

It is in the silence I hear you call

It is in the stillness when I finally fall

It is in the shadow reaching abundantly tall

It is in the morning calmness flowing through my veins

The echoing presence where time remains

A cellular turbulence where the sparks ignite a flame

Stay awake and aware to the feeling you bare

Tell me feeling, where will you take me, what will you share

Respectfully I honor your presence to care

An elegance of the sun rising in pure captivation

The afternoon glistening, a moment in the gap

The simplicity of an awakened soul on tap

Integrating harmony stitched between the sun and moon

Swimming through the reflections in the lake

Enlightenment surrounds you with no mistake

With all my Love, Sunshine

Awareness is the Light

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Where the sunshine and the beauty of the sea meet your flesh, separation collapses and awareness happens!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

There will be a roar internally unveiling

A submergence of love never failing

A curiosity untangled gracefully into an adventure

Tiptoe through the tulips of existence

Dance with the breeze

Unravel thyself out of assumption

Focus where depth meets infinity

Where eternal connection locks in your glance

Where doubt evaporates and belief is a never ending trance

There is always a war of two roars

A decision behind every door

A stare

A chance

A glance

A dance

A roar of immortal existence graces my path

Choices to stare, glance or dance

Hunger intrigues the roar of a growing soul

Nutritional variance presents a course

Awareness does not rise to be

It presents itself to receive

Love, Sunshine

The Dance with Fear

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Surrender into the grasp and allow courage to transform you when you let go of resistance and allow yourself to glance into the flow of the dance. 

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Dear Fear, what is your purpose here

What is that grasp you hold so dear

Your purpose dear Fear, is it to enlighten my tears

This dance clasping hands and creating grace

An invitation to courageously face

Dear Fear, thank you for sharing your perception of what is near

Your purpose I see now was not to hurt me

It has been here to show me, not to scold me

To guide me, not to live inside me

Dear Fear, the steps of this dance beautifully flowing

I’m learning and growing

Your strength so determined and clear

Captivating me into a stillness I’d never hear without you near

Surrender to the pace of Fear’s conscious embrace

It is that safe place wisdom and strength teach conscious grace

When Gratitude and Fear courageously dance, the lesson transforms the grasp

Dear Fear, thank you for the stillness to hear.

​Love, Sunshine​