A Field of Forever

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Fall into a field of eternal optimism and saturate your soul with courage.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Capturing the essence of beauty

Strength in the bend and sway created by a slight breeze

Colors of pure sunlight with a drop of earthly wonder create a center

Curiosity to grow manifests existence and courage, reaching for the sky unwavering

A seedling miraculously flourishing as a flower

A flower encompassing the essence of possibilities

Fueling possibility, inspiring optimism

Access infinite evolution

Offer only the presence of your light

Allow the tears to interpret without judgement

And your heart to hear your purpose

Get lost in a field of forever

Plow out the judgments of whys and hows

And water the freedom to love and change

Love is without time and space with a flowing of nothing

Erased and everything at the universe’s pace.

Sunshine

Waterfall Embrace

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Under the courage of the fall and the rising of the soul your heart will speak like a waterfall embrace.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Lay where water runs through your pores and settles your heart

Where it nourishes your soul and brings forth light

Where nature offers a great reward of cleansing

Where the minerals and freedom to heal lay where the sky’s tears of joy wash over you

Lay for a minute and allow nature’s voice to penetrate your soul’s calling

Hear the vibrations of water create music on the rocks

Feel the ice cold refreshing miracle of a waterfall give you life

Allow the fall to engage courage and the soul to rise

Feel your heart speak again like a waterfall embrace

Sunshine

Growing Wings

To know him is to love him, to see him is to honor him, to hear him is to learn from him, to touch him is to be blessed by him, to be his mom is to be infinitely connected to him.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

My heart oh my heart… my mommy heart… oh my mommy heartbeat… what is my lesson in this place… face to face in this space my tears roll down my cheeks in this moment of just me and Zak in this place.

Love overtakes, grace is never erased

Lifting into the highest place

My boy who’s lived an amazing race

A champion

A warrior

A son

A husband

A brother

A friend

He will run with no end

Play music in heaven

I love this child more than the air I breathe

I’m so grateful for the love he has stretched my capacity to believe

My son

My boy

My star in the sky

He will always be my guide.

Note: I wrote this on a day in the hospital not long ago when we were called in for that very call you never want to have.

He made it through that day and after that decided he would not continue to go through this pain and suffering any more and made a choice to not recieve blood and platelets any more prolonging this suffering. He was as ready as he was going to be to let go and allow his spirit to soar and do bigger things.

Zakary recieved his wings on July 30th, 2017 at his home with his wife, his youngest sister and me holding his hands and head as he struggled to his last breath. It was the most excruciating almost 5 year journey of my life and it will NOT go uncelebrated.

This Sunshine page will become a book, I will be doing speaking in time and I will do all I can to help others in Zak’s name.

I have a path set out for me as his mom to follow and I will honor him all the way.

SUNSHINE, on a continual path to infinite LOVE!