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Doubling balance and strength, earth and ethereal and surfing the tides of life hand in hand!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Uninterrupted infinity to live in love

Clarity often chased by a cloud in action

Epiphanies congruent with ephemeral (lasting a very short time) moments

Oblivion offering solitude to unravel

Time outs to see phosphenes(the light and color seen by rubbing your eyes)

The aurora speaks with soul intent

Luminecense emotionally vibrant between two hearts

Meditative waves rolling like the eloquence of energy flowing

Designed by each, infinity reached

Sunshine

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Happy Birthday to the Greatest Man Ever, MY SON!

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Zakary Ryan taught not to believe in the opinions of others, but to deeply believe the depth of your own true worth! 

~MY SON ZAKMAN~

His laughter infectious

His joy, uplifting

His outlook radiated champion

His love unconditional

His emotions deeper than the sea

His spirit beyond the human body’s capacity

His gifts moved the planet

He moved with creativity and challenged your thoughts

His soul shared unchartered truths

He pushed the limits and courageously lived

His name forever in my heart

His birth forever my gift of life

His presence and guidance always with me

His voice clearly speaks to me

His journey forever a part of my destiny

My protector, my teacher, my guide

His smile is my sunshine

My baby, my boy, my son, my child, my heartbeat

Thank you for making your appearance 25 years ago on this day

My life has been forever blessed and deeply changed because you chose me as your Momma!

You have shown me a depth I could never have reached or a strength I could never achieve without you!

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!

LISTEN WITH OPENNESS INTO THE HEART AND THOUGHTS OF A MAN (my son) WHO FOUGHT  HARD TO LEAVE A MESSAGE THROUGH HIS JOURNEY!

The first two songs are close to our hearts, we played them at Zaks memorial and he sang them with his great power all growing up with hands in the air! This boy has a journey and it won’t stop here, trust me as his momma, he has no stop button so watch out he’s making changes!

I Believe I can fly!

Worlds Greatest!

Zaks story/ Raw truths/Unfiltered

I am not a human/ By Zak

Running/ by Zak/ unfiltered

Intro./ Unfiltered and Raw

Divine Petal

With honor to the heart, acknowledgement to the mind and soul trust, forgiveness and love become one!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Previous to petals

Once a seed

Divinely placed

Reminding me

To love vibrantly

Caress kindness

Shatter anger

Crack the code

Happiness is there to hold

Blooming masterpiece

Beautiful and bold

Behind the eye

The heart it holds

Sunshine in this space!

FALL TO COLOR

Surrendering defense heals the wounds of yesterday and builds strength now!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Fall into the dimensions of tranquility

Revel in the four seasons

Emotional framework surrounds the color change

While significant contrast interprets each drop of rain

Leaves fall away with a side to side sway

Softly passing each branch on the way

Preparation meets opportunity to grow

Nature abundantly overflows

Highlights of winter inquiring their stay

Each season fulfilling their days

Offering knowledge wrapped in change

Surrendering possibility ,blossoming exchange

Blankets for a mermaid

 

Wandering into the wonder of grace, surrendering into the light divinely placed!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Lures of love for a mermaid soul

Ripples of wonder rejuvenating the quiet thump of the heart

Mystical and intrinsic sights

Step beyond the eye and into the silent guidance from inside

Earth in miraculous wonder gently embraces a space for mermaids to feel the depth of grace

Gently a blanket of blue offers significant comfort too

Imagination adventures with the soul feeling hues of blues

Flow into the waters arms mermaid soul

Swim into the embraced space earth has given a mermaids heart grace

Sunshine in this place

Stained Glass Life

 

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Every experience a piece of stained glass with memories in the grooves and spaces attached.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

When the light of the day slowly fades

Sounds quiet down all around

Shade takes the stage gently perspective is changed

Where a moment ago light and shade both took center stage

They bow with the honor of true love in a universal exchange 

Miraculously the tides never hide

Crashing and surging to a universal rhythm and vibe

Pebbles in infinite amounts toss and turn

Offering in grace our perceptions and concern

Give way the emotional thoughts and response 

Interpretations and nonchalance

Some say, ready

Others seem even and steady

As the light will slowly fade

Another day is gifted into the nightshade

SUNSHINE

Naked Truth

Revealing your vulnerabilities is a courageous offering of surrendering space to be replaced with strengths.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Be naked in your truth

Surrender through the gates of courage

Allow emotions to move through

Drop all masks other than the authentic, revealing of you

Let nothing interfere in the nakedness that appears

Freedom is in the naked truths courageously facing fears

 

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Color your world

Reveal the colors of your soul in the life you lead and hold.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

What colors do you see here?

Do you hear the crackle in the leaves?

Or the sound of the breeze?

What path will you follow?

Or do you lead into each tomorrow?

Is it a color that brightens your day?

What color is your emotion today?

Your mind starts to create what you’ll say

Your heart feels the way

Your soul is guiding it all in place

Listen ………

Feel…….

SUNSHINE

My Wisest Teacher and My Son

 

What the eye does not see is where the heart is set free!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

This baby of mine, my boy that has become a warrior man, husband, son, brother and friend.

His strength and courage far out stretch any I have ever seen, heard of or experienced.

I’d say it’s because I’m his mom and I’m biased, but that’s just a small part of the truth.

His story can’t fit on this page, but the light in his smile can radiate for you a message.

Interpret the love in these eyes and this smile from an unconditional love.

To know him is to love him.

To hear him is to capture the sound and rhythm of pure adoration and gratitude and love for life.

To walk with him is to teach you the most magnificent postural power.

To hug him is to feel more energetic peace than you’ll ever feel.

To speak to his soul is a gift I am blessed to behold.

To be his momma is the best gift I’ve ever received and it can’t be bought or sold.

To share our hearts while we reflect on our life’s path to here is in pure gratitude.

To feel his heartbeat while he holds my hand and hear him say, “I’m OK mom” when nothing seems even close to ok, teaches me the most love and strength I’ve ever experienced.

This BOY has a heart of 100 badass LIONS and as his spirit roars and becomes too big to fit into his frail body, he continues to teach us all, he is so much more than what you see!

Take your blinders of life off, it’s what you DON’T see that sets you free!

My WISEST teacher ever, MY SON!

I love YOU and my soul’s tapped in, every life you’re in, you promised you’d pick me as your mom again!

Can we make a pact though, that next time you don’t run faster than me?

I love you every minute and every second!

Your Momma for infinity!

SUNSHINE

(For those of you who don’t know Sunshine is my Soul’s voice, it’s the source where my words come and my eyes are closed and the deepest part of me shines!)

Significant Surrender

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Surrender to the still silence to hear more!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Significantly silent in solitude

Conscious awakening exploding from my soul

Bursting forth the capacity to live more

Deeper in love with this peaceful open door

Momentum coursing forth

A pace leads to a sacred way to breathe

Swirling and whirling the hearts design

Allowance to be and feel all that’s inside of me

Escaping with unrivaled infinite love

Lessons and gifts molded into treasures of time

Smoothing edges and defining lines

Entering through wounded spaces

Surrendering to open places

Never dimming the purpose to shine bright

Fall into the power of the full moon’s night

Align yourself to fall together not apart

Pour rest and reassurance as fuel to restart

Embrace the resuscitation

Breathe out frustration

Graciously invest in your soul’s voice

The stage is presented and the microphone on

The echo in a universe recording a song

Love, Sunshine