Happy Birthday to the Greatest Man Ever, MY SON!

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Zakary Ryan taught not to believe in the opinions of others, but to deeply believe the depth of your own true worth! 

~MY SON ZAKMAN~

His laughter infectious

His joy, uplifting

His outlook radiated champion

His love unconditional

His emotions deeper than the sea

His spirit beyond the human body’s capacity

His gifts moved the planet

He moved with creativity and challenged your thoughts

His soul shared unchartered truths

He pushed the limits and courageously lived

His name forever in my heart

His birth forever my gift of life

His presence and guidance always with me

His voice clearly speaks to me

His journey forever a part of my destiny

My protector, my teacher, my guide

His smile is my sunshine

My baby, my boy, my son, my child, my heartbeat

Thank you for making your appearance 25 years ago on this day

My life has been forever blessed and deeply changed because you chose me as your Momma!

You have shown me a depth I could never have reached or a strength I could never achieve without you!

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!

LISTEN WITH OPENNESS INTO THE HEART AND THOUGHTS OF A MAN (my son) WHO FOUGHT  HARD TO LEAVE A MESSAGE THROUGH HIS JOURNEY!

The first two songs are close to our hearts, we played them at Zaks memorial and he sang them with his great power all growing up with hands in the air! This boy has a journey and it won’t stop here, trust me as his momma, he has no stop button so watch out he’s making changes!

I Believe I can fly!

Worlds Greatest!

Zaks story/ Raw truths/Unfiltered

I am not a human/ By Zak

Running/ by Zak/ unfiltered

Intro./ Unfiltered and Raw

Divine Petal

With honor to the heart, acknowledgement to the mind and soul trust, forgiveness and love become one!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Previous to petals

Once a seed

Divinely placed

Reminding me

To love vibrantly

Caress kindness

Shatter anger

Crack the code

Happiness is there to hold

Blooming masterpiece

Beautiful and bold

Behind the eye

The heart it holds

Sunshine in this space!

My Wisest Teacher and My Son

 

What the eye does not see is where the heart is set free!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

This baby of mine, my boy that has become a warrior man, husband, son, brother and friend.

His strength and courage far out stretch any I have ever seen, heard of or experienced.

I’d say it’s because I’m his mom and I’m biased, but that’s just a small part of the truth.

His story can’t fit on this page, but the light in his smile can radiate for you a message.

Interpret the love in these eyes and this smile from an unconditional love.

To know him is to love him.

To hear him is to capture the sound and rhythm of pure adoration and gratitude and love for life.

To walk with him is to teach you the most magnificent postural power.

To hug him is to feel more energetic peace than you’ll ever feel.

To speak to his soul is a gift I am blessed to behold.

To be his momma is the best gift I’ve ever received and it can’t be bought or sold.

To share our hearts while we reflect on our life’s path to here is in pure gratitude.

To feel his heartbeat while he holds my hand and hear him say, “I’m OK mom” when nothing seems even close to ok, teaches me the most love and strength I’ve ever experienced.

This BOY has a heart of 100 badass LIONS and as his spirit roars and becomes too big to fit into his frail body, he continues to teach us all, he is so much more than what you see!

Take your blinders of life off, it’s what you DON’T see that sets you free!

My WISEST teacher ever, MY SON!

I love YOU and my soul’s tapped in, every life you’re in, you promised you’d pick me as your mom again!

Can we make a pact though, that next time you don’t run faster than me?

I love you every minute and every second!

Your Momma for infinity!

SUNSHINE

(For those of you who don’t know Sunshine is my Soul’s voice, it’s the source where my words come and my eyes are closed and the deepest part of me shines!)

Significant Surrender

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Surrender to the still silence to hear more!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Significantly silent in solitude

Conscious awakening exploding from my soul

Bursting forth the capacity to live more

Deeper in love with this peaceful open door

Momentum coursing forth

A pace leads to a sacred way to breathe

Swirling and whirling the hearts design

Allowance to be and feel all that’s inside of me

Escaping with unrivaled infinite love

Lessons and gifts molded into treasures of time

Smoothing edges and defining lines

Entering through wounded spaces

Surrendering to open places

Never dimming the purpose to shine bright

Fall into the power of the full moon’s night

Align yourself to fall together not apart

Pour rest and reassurance as fuel to restart

Embrace the resuscitation

Breathe out frustration

Graciously invest in your soul’s voice

The stage is presented and the microphone on

The echo in a universe recording a song

Love, Sunshine

Beautiful Soul

The heart and soul will find their place, wounds will heal where sorrow once was in that space!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

The vines know their route

Beauty added to the view they surround

Tangled only to perception shaken around

Reaching for the stars never tied or bound

Shooting stars represent core freedom found

Investigating the inner sounds

The sight

The light

The vibrations in the ground

The breathing and pulse of every tree standing proud

Others fallen with a purpose to lay down

Solidity exists firmly untethered by a slippery slope

Polarity is the sun ray’s reflection of hope

Rain divinely drops clearing the fog over illusions

Trusting in the strength put into the making of your own braided twine

Made from the heart and soul when aligned

In a flash blinded but harnessed in alignment.

Sunshine

Ignite In The Reflection Of Light

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Bare your naked soul to the reflection, feel every cell ignite with light!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

It is in the silence I hear you call

It is in the stillness when I finally fall

It is in the shadow reaching abundantly tall

It is in the morning calmness flowing through my veins

The echoing presence where time remains

A cellular turbulence where the sparks ignite a flame

Stay awake and aware to the feeling you bare

Tell me feeling, where will you take me, what will you share

Respectfully I honor your presence to care

An elegance of the sun rising in pure captivation

The afternoon glistening, a moment in the gap

The simplicity of an awakened soul on tap

Integrating harmony stitched between the sun and moon

Swimming through the reflections in the lake

Enlightenment surrounds you with no mistake

With all my Love, Sunshine

Awareness is the Light

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Where the sunshine and the beauty of the sea meet your flesh, separation collapses and awareness happens!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

There will be a roar internally unveiling

A submergence of love never failing

A curiosity untangled gracefully into an adventure

Tiptoe through the tulips of existence

Dance with the breeze

Unravel thyself out of assumption

Focus where depth meets infinity

Where eternal connection locks in your glance

Where doubt evaporates and belief is a never ending trance

There is always a war of two roars

A decision behind every door

A stare

A chance

A glance

A dance

A roar of immortal existence graces my path

Choices to stare, glance or dance

Hunger intrigues the roar of a growing soul

Nutritional variance presents a course

Awareness does not rise to be

It presents itself to receive

Love, Sunshine

The Petal to More

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A petal can not grow alone, it needs the core to thirst and hunger for more!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

It’s in the feeling, notice where it starts

The peaceful silence with no audible parts

The buoyancy of choice

Only the soul’s voice

The stillness speaking louder than words

Dynamically drawn to the healing verse

Calmness in the center of the universe

Puzzle pieces of time collapsed

Alignment inside is elusive at times

Light overcomes all that is undone

Blossom where you are planted

Captivating petals gifted with radiant colors

Emerge from the core

Like roots pushing through the floor

Radiantly and purposefully break through to more

SUNSHINE

 

Exhilerating Harmony

 

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The mountains and the hills you carry were there to climb not to carry, set them down without worry and climb with more fiery ambition.

Kerri Elizabeth

Beauty and the cosmos relay harmonious exhilaration.

Rest your mind and manifest concentration.

Integrating into you and deliberating determination.

Strength and fire fuel a flame of captivation.

Upgrade oneself and highlight the beauty in possibilities instead of grieving change.

Touch on desire to see your life as fulfilled rather than rearranged.

Contrast is created for you to stand in the light or shade.

Illuminate the collision of your heart and souls raging flame.

Courage cures wounds of your past.

Scars map out wisdom’s path.

Invite the challenge of your inner opponents will.

Decompress and recognize the importance to gain strength for each hill.

Destroy the doubt and unravel the fear.

Ride into the tears of your inner storm and bravery promises to transform.

SUNSHINE!

A GIFT

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Nothing ever goes away until it has taught us what we need to know! Pema Chodron

A gift is to hear the rising of the morning.

The smell of fresh dew carrying the reflections of what surrounds it.

A gift is to feel the earthquake when your soul rumbles with fire.

And your heart beats with the adrenaline of passion to live.

When you know for sure letting go of defenses means your belief system is solid.

A gift is when letting go is a manifestation of transformation not disappearing.

When letting go and allowing the pain to pass is disassembling a pattern to reconstruct a new design.

A gift is to recognize that your destination is not determined by justification but appreciation.

A gift is criticism that opens the possibilities to change previous limits.

A gift is hearing others stories so not to be devoured by your own astonishment but humble in inspired growth.

A gift is knowing your happiness is directly reflected from the core of our your own radiance.

Escape the yearning desire to give away your happiness and instead illuminate your surroundings for others to see their own path.

Exhilaration and equilibrium integrate inspired balance to fall yet get back up, leap and risk infinite passion.

A gift is the awe moment you realize that feeling is whatever you choose the title to be.