Happy Birthday to the Greatest Man Ever, MY SON!

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Zakary Ryan taught not to believe in the opinions of others, but to deeply believe the depth of your own true worth! 

~MY SON ZAKMAN~

His laughter infectious

His joy, uplifting

His outlook radiated champion

His love unconditional

His emotions deeper than the sea

His spirit beyond the human body’s capacity

His gifts moved the planet

He moved with creativity and challenged your thoughts

His soul shared unchartered truths

He pushed the limits and courageously lived

His name forever in my heart

His birth forever my gift of life

His presence and guidance always with me

His voice clearly speaks to me

His journey forever a part of my destiny

My protector, my teacher, my guide

His smile is my sunshine

My baby, my boy, my son, my child, my heartbeat

Thank you for making your appearance 25 years ago on this day

My life has been forever blessed and deeply changed because you chose me as your Momma!

You have shown me a depth I could never have reached or a strength I could never achieve without you!

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!

LISTEN WITH OPENNESS INTO THE HEART AND THOUGHTS OF A MAN (my son) WHO FOUGHT  HARD TO LEAVE A MESSAGE THROUGH HIS JOURNEY!

The first two songs are close to our hearts, we played them at Zaks memorial and he sang them with his great power all growing up with hands in the air! This boy has a journey and it won’t stop here, trust me as his momma, he has no stop button so watch out he’s making changes!

I Believe I can fly!

Worlds Greatest!

Zaks story/ Raw truths/Unfiltered

I am not a human/ By Zak

Running/ by Zak/ unfiltered

Intro./ Unfiltered and Raw

Divine Petal

With honor to the heart, acknowledgement to the mind and soul trust, forgiveness and love become one!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

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Once a seed

Divinely placed

Reminding me

To love vibrantly

Caress kindness

Shatter anger

Crack the code

Happiness is there to hold

Blooming masterpiece

Beautiful and bold

Behind the eye

The heart it holds

Sunshine in this space!

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Wandering into the wonder of grace, surrendering into the light divinely placed!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Lures of love for a mermaid soul

Ripples of wonder rejuvenating the quiet thump of the heart

Mystical and intrinsic sights

Step beyond the eye and into the silent guidance from inside

Earth in miraculous wonder gently embraces a space for mermaids to feel the depth of grace

Gently a blanket of blue offers significant comfort too

Imagination adventures with the soul feeling hues of blues

Flow into the waters arms mermaid soul

Swim into the embraced space earth has given a mermaids heart grace

Sunshine in this place

Beautiful Soul

The heart and soul will find their place, wounds will heal where sorrow once was in that space!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

The vines know their route

Beauty added to the view they surround

Tangled only to perception shaken around

Reaching for the stars never tied or bound

Shooting stars represent core freedom found

Investigating the inner sounds

The sight

The light

The vibrations in the ground

The breathing and pulse of every tree standing proud

Others fallen with a purpose to lay down

Solidity exists firmly untethered by a slippery slope

Polarity is the sun ray’s reflection of hope

Rain divinely drops clearing the fog over illusions

Trusting in the strength put into the making of your own braided twine

Made from the heart and soul when aligned

In a flash blinded but harnessed in alignment.

Sunshine

Awareness is the Light

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Where the sunshine and the beauty of the sea meet your flesh, separation collapses and awareness happens!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

There will be a roar internally unveiling

A submergence of love never failing

A curiosity untangled gracefully into an adventure

Tiptoe through the tulips of existence

Dance with the breeze

Unravel thyself out of assumption

Focus where depth meets infinity

Where eternal connection locks in your glance

Where doubt evaporates and belief is a never ending trance

There is always a war of two roars

A decision behind every door

A stare

A chance

A glance

A dance

A roar of immortal existence graces my path

Choices to stare, glance or dance

Hunger intrigues the roar of a growing soul

Nutritional variance presents a course

Awareness does not rise to be

It presents itself to receive

Love, Sunshine

The Path of Less Resistance

Walk a path that reflects the capacity of growth and love that honors a courageous legacy.

Kerri Elizabeth


A photo captured by an inspired eye.

Another face, a lens, a voice, a triggered thought.


A reflection of perceptual time caught.


A heart, a hand, a soul and a creative giver.


A moment is captured and with a blink it’s forever.


While moments pass into history gestures of inspiration are tattooed into the universe.


An alignment of emotion and action snap into a visual canvas of inspired reality.


Memories visually etched into a frame.


Viewed in sight yet reflecting personal emotion.


The journey of emotion is the true creation of the visual captured.


While a photograph gifts us a captured moment it’s the eye that gives you the memory.


While a photograph captures the visual perception It’s your inspired memory creating the captured reality.


Sunshine on your path of less resistance.


Immersed in Tranformation

 

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Listen to the inner light it will guide you, listen to the inner peace it will feed you, listen to the inner love it will transform you.

-Siri Chinmoy

 

 

When love and life are one and there is no space between what’s undone.

The birds will fly and the wings will soar with no fear of more.

Waves crash and trees topple in the storm’s core.

To be immersed within nature transforms me.

Where the snow falls and rain drops meet, a crackle of comfort navigates my feet.

Submergence of my soul in what my eyes can hold.

Beauty unfolds.

Devouring the depth of where my heart pulls.

The transcendence of colors arrives in all bold.

Reflections of life swell in the content of this wave.

Interaction and decompression of thoughts are saved.

What is now has already been determined to be.

Revel in wanderlust and continue to see.

Where your mind takes you, let it go.

Capture it and ask the questions, do you wonder or know?

Aspire to bravely live each moment as it unfolds.

The sun continues to rise, I am told.

ARISE

 

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Arise and have grace in this place, let go and have faith.

Kerri Elizabeth

 

In the consumption of experience complete overflow spills over.

There is no comfort zone to this process.

A complete and deliberate graceful transcendence must arrive.

A wake-up to what is inside.

Memories flow and triggers of the past simultaneously let go.

The breakdown and astonishment render inspired risk to be free.

Anger must be unmasked as its true self, seeking comfort, security and control.

As the waves of the ocean create white caps and the wind howls with fury,

I am reminded to be still and let go of worry.

Control masks itself and hides its insecurity and the wind forces its abrupt revealing.

Conversations of fear disengage the heart and build scars not healing.

Consciousness must arise and tragedy is just an example of where our minds go.

Purge tension and evacuate from familiarity and risk courage on an unknown path.

Invite peace and solitude to your present state.

Trust in the disassembling inside and arise to the peaceful place you will reside.

IN AWE MOMENTS

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Awe moments of elation downloaded into the cells of your description!

Kerri Elizabeth

 

 

In an awe moment the heart releases the vastness of elation.

The mind downloads the memories of persuasion.

Beauty shows through the eyes you no longer can conceal.

Hiding the sorrow that pushes your soul to its complexity is revealed.

The storm draws you into a trance.

Tomorrow it will have been another glance.

The only objection to life, is a posture lacking in light.

Raise your vibration to reach new heights.

Let your previous limits be just another chapter.

Allowing the story to unfold and new volumes to recapture.

Overflow with the curiosity of how a seed grows.

Exploring the capacity of more to know.

Melancholy will simultaneously exchange its place with grace.

Integrate love and freedom, it’s yours to embrace.

A New Day

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MAY EVERYDAY BE A NEW DAY TO LOVE!

May today be a day his smile lights the way.

May today be a day he sees his puppy to play.

May today be a day he can get up and walk.

May today be a day we have another chance to talk.

May today be a day his hope continues to grow.

May today be a day of healing to know.

May today be filled with love and joy.

May today be a day he sees his wife’s face.

May today be a day he can rest in her embrace.

May today he receive my very best.

May today have no stress.

May today be still and his presence be at peace.

May today be a day his cancer will release.

May each day remind us that this very moment matters.

I am grateful I have been gifted a son that has truly been a light , love and life changer for me. He has taught me to be more compassionate, to love without a word because its action that counts. He has taught me strength is our individual perception and that presence is purposeful. He has taught me loving is often quiet and it hears more. He has shown me that being a mom does not mean your boss, it means you have a chance to grow if you choose to. He has shown me pain beyond what I thought I could comprehend and bare and for that hes paved the way for massive change.

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