Awareness and “I” are one chord in the orchestra that never misses a beat and holds strong through defeat, It will meet you where you are and never go far, it is there to see and will always “Be”, turn up your sound and you will hear, the song inside is “I am” not “you and me”.
As my soul awakens and my body and mind join in song with my soul, I hear every note of my own orchestras beat.
When there are no others I am aware of my space, when there is no sound I can hear my heart race.
Awareness is when others are there and you still are just as aware.
When the windows shutter from the winter wind and the raindrops fall over and over again, I am aware to spare a moment is to leave awareness unfolded.
When I am aware of my inner flow, beauty has an outer glow.
To release “me” to “I” gives insight inside for “me” to go away and “I” to reside.
When awareness is, “I” and not, “you” and “me”, then the darkness of the day and restless nights , pass through your light, without a shadow left insight.
Think about this moment now, are you aware of “I” or aware of the darkness that “me” is addicted to inside?
What are you aware of now?
When awareness is there to bare, there is no place for darkness there.
When darkness is your “I” as awareness when your world is the stipulations of the storms in life, then your life becomes a storm of stipulations and strife, not an awareness of “I” but ownership of something that should be free to pass by.
Controlling a storm, holding the trees still, catching every leaf, barreling every rain drop, damming every river and lake so not to flood or make a mistake, is an addiction to tuning out the notes of your own voice and owning someone else’s choice.
When the storms can pass and leaves can fall, when the rivers flow and lakes become full, when the ocean roars and the sea births more, when “I” and awareness are one chord, the orchestra inside is born.
When witnessing “I” and not “me”, when awareness is awareness with a capital “I”.
When every feeling can pass through you as it is not, “I”, it is life’s song and is not meant to be owned but appreciated as a lesson passing by.
Like the storms of creation, love them and learn from them and you can ask why, the answer will still never be, “I”, it is meant to be an addition to life, learn and listen to the song of life without drowning out your “I”.
I am an orchestra of my own awareness.
Sunshining my awareness!