Weekly Addition #5

Vulnerability is the birthplace of innovation, creativity, and change.
~Brene Brown~
How do you show up for yourself daily?
Healing from anything takes times and kindness to self. I’m about to spill some serious information and things I have done this last 8 months healing from the loss of my 24-year-old son, who left this earth without any lack of suffering from Leukemia.

I never could have imagined in my wildest nightmares what losing a child could do to you. Brene Brown wrote that amazing quote and it’s perfect, it requires a full reorientation of just about every detail of life.
In reorienting, (I’m definitely still in the process), I consider myself to be farther at this stage than expected, for some very important reasons.
I stopped allowing other people to tell me, when, how, or what I was supposed to feel like and I took off on a road trip for 40 days and nights and intended on being inspired and I was that times a million.
It’s not the decision everyone would make. I felt like if I didn’t do something drastic and push myself I wasn’t going to get up at all one day.
The trip had emotional challenges that whooped my ever loving ass and Zak arrived in a fighter jet to confirm I was going to make it as if he planned it all. He knew when, how and the exact moment to show up and it wasn’t with anything less than IMPACT.
Being so vulnerable and so disoriented meant remote quiet areas were a must and just diving into Mother Earth’s beauty was critical, she reflected back to me the beauty I had forgotten in myself and opened creative spaces that had slammed shut.

The disorientation started for me the day I found out Zak had 95% cancer in his body 5 years ago and in a day all our lives were changed. Nothing was the same, NOT one thing. It was like I entered a new world and the rest was left behind.
Fast forward to the last 8 months……I knew specific nutrition to get through the trauma I experienced. Be conscious of what you’re going through and evaluate the changes you need to get the best results.
Food Matters Recipes has some amazing recipes and information that will blow your mind, don’t tiptoe – dive in and explore the beauty of transforming your food into giving your body what it deserves.
Here are some Food Matters interviews on the subjects of healthy bodies and minds, dedicate some time to health education.
Gift yourself continual stretching and functional movement, invest in yourself.

Allow your body the opportunity to do its best for you. I am dedicated to this without fail and it has given me back ten-fold, DocJenFit.thinkific.com, she offers courses like The Mobility Method, The Optimal Body, and Grateful for Mobility Challenge. I do all of these but pick one and just commit to 10 mins a day!
YOU’RE WORTH IT!
I’m sharing this because, through trauma and stressful situations, this is something you can control. I know with all my heart that if I didn’t do these things my health would be suffering greatly.
Thank your body daily for all it does for you!
You won’t escape stress, heartache and a few hard knocks, at least I don’t know anyone that has. I suppose its possible, but what a bummer to not experience pain, how would you ever appreciate joy?

Part of my life passion is to help as many people as I can into movement. Movement your face if you cant move anything else and start from the head down.
YOU’RE WORTH IT!
One of my other favorites you can do anywhere, anytime and since I have been doing this I have grown leaps and bounds, is the Tapping Solution, I watched this documentary on The Tapping Solution, and it changed everything for me.
YOU’RE WORTH IT!
Releasing the less-than-positive self-chatter first is key to your healing forward. This might surprise you. I’m NOT a law of attraction fanatic, I’m an earth loving, soul driven, nature-inspired lover, of life and if anyone can make a rainbow from tears it’s me. However, in order to attract the positive, you must heal the negative, acknowledge it, face the truth and release it to make room for all you want to attract.
YOU’RE WORTH IT!
Are you walking around covering your own self-shitty talk with a mask of denial? Face it as your truth and then love yourself unconditionally forward. It’s acceptance and freedom to be empowered right where you are so you can attract what you want and have room for it to arrive.
YOU’RE WORTH IT!
Don’t let anyone tell you, “just be positive” when you don’t feel that way, we already know that part, its common sense. Having it in your face is simply the same as putting your hand up in front of someone’s face and telling them you’re not interested in their truth or authenticity, but if they put on a mask to please you, they will be fine.
Who is this fine for?
Be you in all your beautiful forms, sad, mad, angry, blissful, joyful, blessed, excited, fearful, tenacious, tender, grateful, generous and so much more. These are emotions, have them, embrace them, nurture their evolution of changing, rearranging and creating new spaces for growth.
Here’s another amazing enlighting experience for free www.jovianarchive.com/Human_Design/Why This gave me a wonderful foundation and confirmation of my strengths and weaknesses I was born with and how to work better with my personality type. I’m a manifester, one of 9% of people, this is just a small part of the genetic and energetic make up you will get to know in your chart, to help you create the best success for yourself and it’s fun and interesting.
YOU’RE WORTH IT!
It must all flow to grow!
SUNSHINE
Infinity says, “I never end”

Life has been determined by humans to start and end, but infinity doesn’t end, so stand up and begin again.
~Kerri Elizabeth~
Do you know anyone up there
Do you ever just daydream
Staring in the sky
Wondering how and why
Do you ever just imagine you can fly
That clouds were magic carpet rides
Have you ever thought about the details in…Infinity
Infinite, never-ending
More than anything within pages or walls
How could life possibly end
When infinity says, “I’m here, there is no end”,
“You just fall down and stand up again”
While the spirit soars, infinitely
With no end
Infinity offers the opportunity to stand up and begin again
SUNSHINE
Weekly Addition #4

Through the eye of my lens, my heart sees and dances with my soul!
~Kerri Elizabeth~
This week I’ve decided to share some highlights of my photography journey…a passion that never received full wings and is well on its way now. Between finishing my studying, getting out to practice shooting and staying diligent with my healing and gaining new strength daily, I have to say, being behind a lens and viewing the world in even more detail than I ever did before is a heart opening experience I am over the moon excited about.
I have viewed everything mostly at a soul level, hence my writing. I escape my minds clutter, reach into my heart and dance with my soul and it flows into my writing.
Now I have an amazing dance shifting my entire world and its pure magic, my photography and writing have married themselves in internal LOVE!

This is my Angel, she was a prescription from the Dr. after I lost my 24-year-old son, July 30.2017. She loves everything outdoors and is my sidekick, literally an extension of my soul and a gift I’ll be forever grateful for. She teaches me so much about what it is to be free to be.

Healing all happens when you realize you exist to live, not just live to exist. I am so much more in love with life than I ever have been by diving into my photography and going back to school to master it.

Eating well all the time is a beautiful gift, eating well some of the time is your choice, eating well today is an opportunity, not a rule. Try it when you choose, stressing about it won’t help heal. Healing includes creative color, joyful appreciation, and gratitude for the foods you eat and then is when eating well heals.

This is one of 5 horses that have changed my life. When I arrived in this healing space, my heart was pulled to this horse, then to another, then all of them to me and then me to all of them. I was petrified at first, I knew nothing about horses except they’re big and have amazing teeth. The journey through the relationship with these horses is a story in itself. One I continue to learn from daily. 
This goat couldn’t get close enough, he’s so adorable. I’m in love with their personalities and the sweetness they behold and the enduring kisses that never stop.

The personality, tenacity, stance of authority and love all radiate at once.
Just a reminder going into the weekend and next week, living consists of whatever you choose it to be, are you living, really living and is your heart and soul dancing?
~Sunshine~
Please read my about page, like it if you would and join in the movement and healing for your life.
Is that you

Nature projects different views for you to adventure through. Those views were not set in place to be a judgment of person or place but an adventure through your most inner sacred space.
~Kerri Elizabeth~
Stretch your limbs
Below the suns rays
Watch your shadow appear
A distortion of reality
So clear
But is it you
Magnified in this view
So different
Then the reflection in a mirror
Which one are you
The reflection on the water
The shadow on earth
Or the soul observing
How you view
SUNSHINE
Unexpected Soul Connections

Love through the soul is the most moving love to know!
~Kerri Elizabeth~
Our eyes have locked since we met
I can feel your hugs through this fence
You already know my heart
You don’t miss a word
Even a whisper and I’m heard
I’m here
The night arrives
I hear you call
You know I’m near
You’ve helped me breathe
Your love frees me
We’re here
Heart talks
Stillness
You don’t rush me
I don’t rush you
We arrive daily to this space
Healing is embraced
Anxiety is erased
Somehow you just know
My pace
Easing me into the most peaceful place
SUNSHINE
PS. My kitty Angel is always in tow, she’s the extension of my soul.

Love Me Love Me Not

Bloom from where you are, nature shows, you can, just bloom!
~Kerri Elizabeth~
Love me
Love me not
Love me
Love me not
Natures love
Shows, when one goes another, grows
Could it be the daisy set me free
Love me
Love me not
Natures love
Always lands on
Love me
A LOT!
SUNSHINE
Bridge the gap

~Kerri Elizabeth~
Will this bridge lead you there
Where
Inspired realization of the beauty so bold
How long will each bolt hold
When you cross, will you know
Not just a bridge
An experience told
Tantalize your thoughts
Toss tenacity on top
Inspiration seeps into inquisitive natures
Once held in the thoughts and dreams of a mind
Who
Imagined it
Put it into place
So you and I could cross this space
Sunshine
Put your ideas into place, it may change someone’s view of how their day is embraced.
Weekly Addition #3

Nutrition for this weeks Addition:
This is such a deep subject and one of my favorites. I have been creating healthier versions of everything you can imagine for years now. If you want something, there is never a need to be deprived of it in a healthier version.
Oh, I can hear the vibes already, nothing is as good as the original?
I have loved challenging that idea.
The part I always wonder is, what about how you feel after?
Is that as good as the original too?
I’m one of those over the top, you might say, health nuts, I eat mostly raw with some exceptions now and then and they are usually a version of health you wouldn’t call an exception on normal terms.
I have eaten in doses the opposite way, such as donuts, cookies with massive sugar, cotton candy, you name it. I have tried it all and for many years I was a closet eater. After a fully organic, homemade cooking day for family, I would eat a pan of brownies, ding dongs I hid in the freezer and other things, you get the hint.
I have been overweight, I know the struggle well, this is me and my youngest daughter whos 22 now and I thought she would appreciate an updated version as well.
While I ate my feelings away when no one else was looking, I’d run on the treadmill at the same time, while my 4 kids were sleeping. It helped to keep up with my fit, healthy reputation ( I thought), and hopefully, no one would ever know.
As you can see, that was impossible to hide. I can write for days on this mess I created for myself, that was before I understood the treadmill does, go backward, in many areas.
My first take on nutrition was our family health food restaurant when I was in 3-6th grade, or so, my mom might correct that, but that’s my memory. As a kid it was a blessing and a curse, everyone wanted my food and I wanted theirs. Trades went on and I was able to have my share of other foods through friends and family. I wasn’t deprived in any way, healthy options or not. I had the best of all worlds with a diversity of people in my life.
This was one of my best gifts I had growing up, was to have such diversity and choice, it taught me by experience what direction I wanted to choose for me and my family. I have always been active that was never an issue, it was committing to my own nutrition, a no-brainer most of the time. The struggle was very real between 8 pm-midnight I confess, for years. I thankfully let all that go and changed a lot of lives along the way and would love to help you.
Over my years of training the number one problem and questions, always lean on nutrition.
My favorite and most looked at and followed site is Food Matters, https://bit.ly/2qbpQUO . When I took a life coaching course in 2010 this was the first thing we were introduced to and I have been hooked and grown with them since. It’s my most shared space and I am happy to say I have joined forces with them to share more.
This nutrition story goes deep for me and it includes my son’s 5-year Leukemia journey, as well as my digestive struggle and removal of all of my large intestine (except 4 inches). How I healed with no medications and in the healthiest way possible. I was diagnosed with Crohn’s, Celiacs and Ulcerative Colitis and all signs of this are not currently found. I will share both of our stories in their own weekly addition soon.
Every penny earned when you go to join Food Matters through me will be turned back into teaching about the awareness of nutrition in cooking classes and other educational avenues, in my son Zak’s honor.
Before he left and grew a full set of wings and roared into the heavens in a fighter jet,( I am now convinced of), he made me promise to continue to live my life to the fullest and to keep sharing health and I will.
Another subject to be covered, my journey in grief and nutrition. If there is ever a time to do your best, this is it. There is no answer to grieving and it’s definitely a fingerprint to each person, but to be diligent in your nutrition is imperative in a crisis.
I appreciate you all and whether you join or not, thank you in advance for looking into it as a step toward better health.
https://www.fmtv.com/join-today-transformation?ref=kerrielizabethcawyer
My favorite morning drink is chocolate tea with steamed and foaming almond milk and then a shot of detox juice.
I have two favorites:
Fresh ginger and turmeric, 1/2 of a lemon and a green apple.
Or, two stocks celery, 1 green apple, 1 lime and 3 leaves of kale. I had this one today, mmm.. goes right to your cells and gives you a good morning boost.

Add these to your morning routine and changes will start to happen.
A favorite Raw foods quick recipe my clients love and never get enough of are my Rah-Raw bars.
Almond or Seed bars:
Equal parts of all things except double the nut or seed butter
Almond butter or seed butter, any kind you like.
Cacao Nibs
Cacao powder( 1 tbs. for each cup size portions of other ingredients)
Dates ( blend into a paste)
chia seeds
Sesame seeds
Shredded organic coconut(optional to roll in or add to the whole recipe)
Raw honey (optional for sweet tooths)
(coffee drinkers, this is amazing with coffee finely ground in it or rolled in it, also optional and delicious if you want spice, is a little Cayenne pepper)
If you don’t want the crunch, blend ingredients one at a time in a Vita-mix or high powered mixer, then mix together in a bowl and Roll into balls or create flat squares by rolling along a cookie sheet on wax paper and freeze to cut … Keep them in the freezer, they stay fresh and easy to eat after a couple minutes of being out.
These ingredients can take you a long way and are the core of a lot of wonderful recipes for healthy bars and cookies I’ll be sharing along the way until I have a page dedicated to it all. This is where my computer learning curb comes in, choosing a new theme and moving all of this around.( patience is definitely not natural for me, hence my meditation and simplicity desires.)
These bars are awesome quick snacks to satisfy hunger and stay healthy and keep blood sugars level on track in between meals.
Warning: don’t eat the coffee ones late if you’re sensitive to caffeine keeping you awake.
I am currently on day 5 of a 7 day cleanse… I am a regular cleanser, this is literally the key I have found to my own energy changes and restarting my system, I do a lot of different ones, this is the one I am currently doing. https://bit.ly/2IBIE7w
Have fun and explore new nutritional ideas you can add to your household. Don’t stress about it just add or subtract one thing, it makes a difference.
And keep moving…… with Dr. Jen touching on the most important facets of functional movement and flexibility and you can do it in 10 mins. Check out her website at DocJenFit.thinkific.com, she offers courses like The Mobility Method, The Optimal Body, and Grateful for Mobility Challenge.
SUNSHINE ON YOU
FOR YOU

Wherever you are there is a silence inside where peace resides, witness it, visualize it and surround it with love, protect it, feed it, love it, nurture it and know, it’s created just for you, it’s always there, no one can step in or out, it’s just for the champion in you to arise from.
~Kerri-Elizabeth~
Witness yourself
In alignment
Climb deliberately into this silent space
Surrounding yourself in light
A champion in flight
Arise into the vision
Decision
Mother natures precision
Birds singing, freedom to fly
Open sky
Red rock rivers flowing by
Grass shifting
Sun shining
Heart open
Mind clear
With the peace that faces fears
I am a champion
Sunshine