MY SON FOREVER

No matter how far away you are no matter how many stars you’ve travelled so far, I love you!

My son
My heart
The voice to my soul
My purpose to grow
My guide ahead
My light
And that star so bright
The voice in the breeze
The crackle in the trees
Your infinite strength
Your more than any word can define
Youre my blessing of truth divine
Your forever my son
The only one
Your presence is a promise I always feel
I love you,
Your momma FOREVER

I MISS YOU HERE ON EARTH!

Courtship of Strength

Strength is not what you see it the energy moved through your belief!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Strength is not a color or a gender
It’s energy moved
Strength is truth
Strength is not visible or even physical
Strength is believing
The courtship of your being
It’s energy spilling from the tongue and lips
It’s energy in the sway of your hips
It’s energy in your step and even regret
Strength can shatter
It can fill you with all that matters
Strength can sweep you off your feet
It’s the energy in which it moves
that gives it strength.
Do not mistake softness for the absence of strength
Strength is not what you see it’s what you feel coming from the energy moved in your belief

SUNSHINE

Strength in the Center

The lesson in the reflection is not seen but heard, it is hidden in the silence of your words!

Kerri Elizabeth

 

It is in the voice where the vibration will rise

It is in the stillness when there is a sudden distraction of surprise

It is in the decision, not the defense where you discern

Where enlightenment lights the way

Offensive reactions go away

Where understanding is no longer spoken in words

Where trust is as solid as gravity and not considered a verb

Where the human distraction to compress, stress and not rest,

transforms the literal short, sparked by the persistent bending of cords

The human form is only as strong as the light you see

 

Sunshine

 

The Path

In the path you conceive is where your belief is made!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

May there be love on every path

May calmness be the center at last

May every breathe fill your lungs without fail

May that rush of fear pass with a centered exhale

Release and explore the open door

The light inside will show you more

Be still and visualize

Feel and realize

Inside your human space

Embedded into your cellular place

Is love for you to embrace

SUNSHINE

Happy Birthday to the Greatest Man Ever, MY SON!

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Zakary Ryan taught not to believe in the opinions of others, but to deeply believe the depth of your own true worth! 

~MY SON ZAKMAN~

His laughter infectious

His joy, uplifting

His outlook radiated champion

His love unconditional

His emotions deeper than the sea

His spirit beyond the human body’s capacity

His gifts moved the planet

He moved with creativity and challenged your thoughts

His soul shared unchartered truths

He pushed the limits and courageously lived

His name forever in my heart

His birth forever my gift of life

His presence and guidance always with me

His voice clearly speaks to me

His journey forever a part of my destiny

My protector, my teacher, my guide

His smile is my sunshine

My baby, my boy, my son, my child, my heartbeat

Thank you for making your appearance 25 years ago on this day

My life has been forever blessed and deeply changed because you chose me as your Momma!

You have shown me a depth I could never have reached or a strength I could never achieve without you!

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!

LISTEN WITH OPENNESS INTO THE HEART AND THOUGHTS OF A MAN (my son) WHO FOUGHT  HARD TO LEAVE A MESSAGE THROUGH HIS JOURNEY!

The first two songs are close to our hearts, we played them at Zaks memorial and he sang them with his great power all growing up with hands in the air! This boy has a journey and it won’t stop here, trust me as his momma, he has no stop button so watch out he’s making changes!

I Believe I can fly!

Worlds Greatest!

Zaks story/ Raw truths/Unfiltered

I am not a human/ By Zak

Running/ by Zak/ unfiltered

Intro./ Unfiltered and Raw

Color your world

Reveal the colors of your soul in the life you lead and hold.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

What colors do you see here?

Do you hear the crackle in the leaves?

Or the sound of the breeze?

What path will you follow?

Or do you lead into each tomorrow?

Is it a color that brightens your day?

What color is your emotion today?

Your mind starts to create what you’ll say

Your heart feels the way

Your soul is guiding it all in place

Listen ………

Feel…….

SUNSHINE

May I ask you?

May I ask you, is this life you live fulfilling the calling of your soul and will you leap out of the comfort and live whole?

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Where water runs, healing and mercy become one

Where glaciers run free and melt into me

Courageous energy redesigns me

Minerals softening the outer shell where my heart lay inside to keep pace

Flowing with grace, beauty covers me and encapsulates the mystery of space

The river flows with the presence and brilliance of life

A priceless experience in the constant movement of the current’s approach

Hope in the river defines me and finds me

The aura that surrounds nature before me illuminates my wonder to be

The birds let go opening their wings to more

Allowing the wind to carry them they soar

Surrendering to the day’s end

Wildlife in motion and expression revealed again

SUNSHINE

Sacred Change

Every flower holds the petals until the petals let go!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

True sacrifice is within yourself

Acquiesced process of true wealth

Accountable in your unwavering truth

Standing in spiritual flow

Allowing obstructions to be moved to empower you in growth

The umbilical cord, created for a mother to give life

Then cut to release your purpose to take flight

Birthed from an inner embracing place

Offered into opportunity to share life in a larger place

Life sheds and rejuvenates the encompassing presence of ourselves

Revealing integration of our TRUTH

Losing our ego-self to our highest and most supreme love

Love is shown to be limitless when every circumstance represents gratitude

Love does not come and go but is obstructed only by what we know

Beyond presence is a surrendering of offense and defense to be navigated and inspired to love and order

Love, SUNSHINE

My Wisest Teacher and My Son

 

What the eye does not see is where the heart is set free!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

This baby of mine, my boy that has become a warrior man, husband, son, brother and friend.

His strength and courage far out stretch any I have ever seen, heard of or experienced.

I’d say it’s because I’m his mom and I’m biased, but that’s just a small part of the truth.

His story can’t fit on this page, but the light in his smile can radiate for you a message.

Interpret the love in these eyes and this smile from an unconditional love.

To know him is to love him.

To hear him is to capture the sound and rhythm of pure adoration and gratitude and love for life.

To walk with him is to teach you the most magnificent postural power.

To hug him is to feel more energetic peace than you’ll ever feel.

To speak to his soul is a gift I am blessed to behold.

To be his momma is the best gift I’ve ever received and it can’t be bought or sold.

To share our hearts while we reflect on our life’s path to here is in pure gratitude.

To feel his heartbeat while he holds my hand and hear him say, “I’m OK mom” when nothing seems even close to ok, teaches me the most love and strength I’ve ever experienced.

This BOY has a heart of 100 badass LIONS and as his spirit roars and becomes too big to fit into his frail body, he continues to teach us all, he is so much more than what you see!

Take your blinders of life off, it’s what you DON’T see that sets you free!

My WISEST teacher ever, MY SON!

I love YOU and my soul’s tapped in, every life you’re in, you promised you’d pick me as your mom again!

Can we make a pact though, that next time you don’t run faster than me?

I love you every minute and every second!

Your Momma for infinity!

SUNSHINE

(For those of you who don’t know Sunshine is my Soul’s voice, it’s the source where my words come and my eyes are closed and the deepest part of me shines!)

Presence is a Present to Reveal

In your present moment reveal the “present” thus far, it’s your soul reaching for the stars! ~Kerri Elizabeth~

​Open wide your universal eyes

​Sit my sweet and feel the divine

​Listen wide open and you’ll find

​Wisdom is poured into your soul all the time

​She knows

​She will stand

​She is truth

​She feels the adaptability in your bones

​It’s not the adaptability that grew into you

​It is the view she kept inside of you

​It was not the survival that gave you strength my love

​It was the divine grace encouraging your space from above

​Be kind to you my baby blue

​Your lesson is to be true to you

​The illusion of adaptability taught in purpose at one time, keeps you from thriving on the deeper serenity you’re seeking to find

​Stand presently in view of what is happening in you

​The present has been given to you, open it up and see what’s inside it’s been patiently waiting to see you stretch from inside

​Sunshining from within you!