Happy Birthday to the Greatest Man Ever, MY SON!

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Zakary Ryan taught not to believe in the opinions of others, but to deeply believe the depth of your own true worth! 

~MY SON ZAKMAN~

His laughter infectious

His joy, uplifting

His outlook radiated champion

His love unconditional

His emotions deeper than the sea

His spirit beyond the human body’s capacity

His gifts moved the planet

He moved with creativity and challenged your thoughts

His soul shared unchartered truths

He pushed the limits and courageously lived

His name forever in my heart

His birth forever my gift of life

His presence and guidance always with me

His voice clearly speaks to me

His journey forever a part of my destiny

My protector, my teacher, my guide

His smile is my sunshine

My baby, my boy, my son, my child, my heartbeat

Thank you for making your appearance 25 years ago on this day

My life has been forever blessed and deeply changed because you chose me as your Momma!

You have shown me a depth I could never have reached or a strength I could never achieve without you!

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!

LISTEN WITH OPENNESS INTO THE HEART AND THOUGHTS OF A MAN (my son) WHO FOUGHT  HARD TO LEAVE A MESSAGE THROUGH HIS JOURNEY!

The first two songs are close to our hearts, we played them at Zaks memorial and he sang them with his great power all growing up with hands in the air! This boy has a journey and it won’t stop here, trust me as his momma, he has no stop button so watch out he’s making changes!

I Believe I can fly!

Worlds Greatest!

Zaks story/ Raw truths/Unfiltered

I am not a human/ By Zak

Running/ by Zak/ unfiltered

Intro./ Unfiltered and Raw

A Field of Forever

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Fall into a field of eternal optimism and saturate your soul with courage.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Capturing the essence of beauty

Strength in the bend and sway created by a slight breeze

Colors of pure sunlight with a drop of earthly wonder create a center

Curiosity to grow manifests existence and courage, reaching for the sky unwavering

A seedling miraculously flourishing as a flower

A flower encompassing the essence of possibilities

Fueling possibility, inspiring optimism

Access infinite evolution

Offer only the presence of your light

Allow the tears to interpret without judgement

And your heart to hear your purpose

Get lost in a field of forever

Plow out the judgments of whys and hows

And water the freedom to love and change

Love is without time and space with a flowing of nothing

Erased and everything at the universe’s pace.

Sunshine

IGNITE IN THE REFLECTION OF LIGHT

Bare naked your soul to the reflection, feel every cell ignite with light!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

It is in the silence I hear you call

It is in the stillness when I finally fall

It is in the shadow reaching abundantly tall

It is in the morning calmness flowing through my veins

The echoing presence where time remains

A cellular turbulence where the sparks ignite a flame

Stay awake and aware to the feeling you bare

Tell me feeling, where will you take me, what will you share

Respectfully I honor your presence to care

An elegance of the sun rising in pure captivation

The afternoon glistening, a moment in the gap

The simplicity of an awakened soul on tap

Integrating harmony stitched between the sun and moon

Swimming through the reflections in the lake

Enlightenment surrounds you with no mistake

With all my Love, Sunshine

Unquantifiable Zone

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It’s not the limits that you are, it is the limits that are your scars, only there to remind you , you have come so far! ~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

The divine vibration holds its tone.

Rocket speed into a non quantifiable zone.

Navigate your heart and feel what sets you apart.

Be willing to reach into the stars when the frequency is hurting your heart.

Softness will form and rigidity falls away.

A light breeze invites you to stay.

Only to feel the fall, do you know how to get up and stand tall.

Choose in the shaking of your soul.

In the closing of your eyes.

The stillness of your mind.

The fullness of being aligned.

The attitude defined.

There……

The solutions enticingly unwind.

Sugar and honey unmatched in the splendor of sweetness without time.

You are the air that moves.

The water that runs.

The mountains that roar.

The rivers that flow.

The lakes and oceans whispering to let go.

Then….

Courageously,

Gorgeous splendor blinds the darkness from the light.

Vibration holds its tone and you are not alone.

Divinely touched in the unquantifiable zone.

SUNSHINE!

Everyone or Every ONE!

 

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You are every ONE, the one in your decisions to be better or come undone.

Kerri Elizabeth

Everyone

Every ONE!

There will be one that enters into your life.

There will be one that gives you advice.

There will be one that knows better than you.

There will be one that figures it out before you do.

There will be one challenging your compassion.

There will be one that lives with passion.

There will be one that will influence your way.

There will be one that gives good and bad on the same day.

There will be one , its you, thats true.

There will be one that pushes you away.

There will be one that loves you to stay.

There will be one that wants to learn.

There will be one that decides it’s their turn.

There will always be one so you can learn.

There will be one that will be triggered by what you do.

There will be one that defines you too.

There will be one that will go too fast.

There will be one that will last.

There will be one that pisses you off.

There will be one that flips you off.

There will be one along life’s way everyday.

There will be one to challenge your way.

Everyone can decide who you are and define you from thier own scars.

Every ONE has to decide to live in front or behind those bars.

You are one of everyone.

Sunshine on every one that challenges something you say or do.

The real challenger is the one inside you.

It’s the Little Big Things You Do

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Let your heart speak volumes dance with your soul, life is a song embrace it all.

Kerri Elizabeth

He came and picked me up.

He had a bb gun in his truck.

He chose the pink one knowing me.

His note said “I have a big surprise for you, you’ll see”.

He already had my heart.

That one went straight to my core and I fell apart.

Tears of joy streamed down my face.

There is nothing that could touch that feeling I embraced.

It’s the little big things that give life.

It’s the heart and soul without strife.

It’s the magic in the touch you feel.

It’s the butterflies inside flip flopping a deal.

It’s the eye to eye talk that needs no words.

It’s the coffee time by the fire exchanged afterwards .

It’s the smiles that appears so clear.

It’s the moments you choose to draw near.

It’s the humor  delivered without a beat.

It’s the sound of laughter on repeat.

It’s creative minds that take it deep.

It’s the decision to take a chance and leap.

It’s the fishing by the side of the lake.

It’s eating food that’s fun to make.

It’s the rough times loving each other through.

Life is now, enjoy it loving all you do.

Sunshine on YOU!

Shooting and Fishing and Loving Life

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An unpaved road and a calling on the soul, follow the direction it wants you to go, it’s where you find the key to be whole.

Kerri Elizabeth

She was a small girl with a hatchet of her own.

Looking for things to cut up then skipping every stone.

She loved fishing and hooking the worm, she learned to catch at every bend and turn

She lived in clear skied mountains, where the air was safe to breathe.

She walked the forest daily making friends with the trees.

Memorizing bushes and berries and smelling the rivers breeze.

She was carefree and fearless and ran barefoot everywhere.

Running as fast as she could feeling every rock was her dare.

It seemed time was never about the clock, she never cared.

Time was filled with moments and there was no such thing as going around the block.

Space was outside where two rivers intertwined.

Her irish setter Jake was never far behind.

Playing was feeling the earth and learning nature’s real purpose.

Finding frogs and shooting her bb gun over the river was daily fun.

Creating something new was always on her mind.

She would make anything out of something she would find.

Twine and beads, wood and nails, saws and hammers, even leaves that fell.

Records instead of TV lead music to her soul.

Singing as loud as she could was a daily goal.

Making fires was more than heat to her feet.

It started a flame from a ficker she was born to repeat.

Many years have passed now her children are all grown.

Grandchildren came healing her empty nest syndrome.

More years have passed and a longing from her soul.

Lead her to a mountain where the flame would take control.

Two hearts and two lives, two kindred souls.

Finding out that we grew up to find each others hand to hold.

She has found her mountain man the key to her heart.

We will be fishing and shooting and loving our life.

I LOVE YOU ROB JAMES!

Soul Education

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Nature is the classroom of soul education.

Kerri Elizabeth

The mountains let go of the winter snow and tears come down and the rivers overflow.

The season is letting go and new growth is starting to show.

The sound of the river roaring downhill tells me for a minute to be still.

The mountain talks, the river flows and peace is all I know.

The energy flow from the full moon’s glow is a beautiful place to go.

Every bird is singing outloud, they know spring is coming around.

The sun rays reflecting on a lake near by,

seems to ask the rivers, to meet at the bend under the sky.

A hammock between two trees rocks gently in the breeze.

A blanket and a park, two trees never far apart.

The blossoms up high inviting the sky, to guide them out with every sunsrise.

The sounds around vibrate the air with the energy of every ray of sunshine there.

Prepare and have purpose in all that you do, enjoying the little things nature can do.

Sunshine on your shoulders!

Whisper In the Mountain

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The fire whispers through the crackle and heat singing to the rhythm of your heartbeat.

Kerri Elizabeth

Have you ever thought, where’s the cleanest air?

Have you ever felt a melted snow bath that’s clear?

The fire crackles with a perfect voice.

Offering you a whisper and a choice.

Sit still and hear me , feel my heat.

I’ll warm you from your head to your feet.

Nature let’s go of rain and snow.

So you can experience appreciation beyond what you know.

Laying in the snow has choices you may not know.

The heat of the fire melting the snow, turns to a bath to enlighten the deepest part of your soul.

What a gift to experience this labor of love.

Intertwined in the magic of nature’s serenity, capturing the feeling of infinity.

A dynamic duo of strength and depth followed a mountain road and found something worth more than diamonds and gold.

Sunshine on your infinite soul!

Love Is Your Legacy To Live……

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What matters is your heart, your smiles, the moments and the life you choose every day to live!

Kerri Elizabeth

 

Your life is your perspective, your journey to climb.

When you look at your life, what do you find?

What is the first thing that comes to mind?

How is your health and what do you consider wealth?

Whatever we consider a dilemma to be, there is a breath inside to set it free.

Give attention to daily joys.

Do you worry about where your shoes are left?

Do you stress about the dishes left?

Those things will never leave, they don’t decide to live or breathe.

They can be organized and put away, cleaned or given away.

Do you see the smiles and feel the heartbeats?

The ones you love are bigger than the shoes, bigger than the dishes used.

Our love is a gift we choose to give.

It is the most courageous gift to live.

Sunshine on you!