MY SON FOREVER

No matter how far away you are no matter how many stars you’ve travelled so far, I love you!

My son
My heart
The voice to my soul
My purpose to grow
My guide ahead
My light
And that star so bright
The voice in the breeze
The crackle in the trees
Your infinite strength
Your more than any word can define
Youre my blessing of truth divine
Your forever my son
The only one
Your presence is a promise I always feel
I love you,
Your momma FOREVER

I MISS YOU HERE ON EARTH!

Courtship of Strength

Strength is not what you see it the energy moved through your belief!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Strength is not a color or a gender
It’s energy moved
Strength is truth
Strength is not visible or even physical
Strength is believing
The courtship of your being
It’s energy spilling from the tongue and lips
It’s energy in the sway of your hips
It’s energy in your step and even regret
Strength can shatter
It can fill you with all that matters
Strength can sweep you off your feet
It’s the energy in which it moves
that gives it strength.
Do not mistake softness for the absence of strength
Strength is not what you see it’s what you feel coming from the energy moved in your belief

SUNSHINE

Strength in the Center

The lesson in the reflection is not seen but heard, it is hidden in the silence of your words!

Kerri Elizabeth

 

It is in the voice where the vibration will rise

It is in the stillness when there is a sudden distraction of surprise

It is in the decision, not the defense where you discern

Where enlightenment lights the way

Offensive reactions go away

Where understanding is no longer spoken in words

Where trust is as solid as gravity and not considered a verb

Where the human distraction to compress, stress and not rest,

transforms the literal short, sparked by the persistent bending of cords

The human form is only as strong as the light you see

 

Sunshine

 

Accountability Framed

Design your plan to stand, while mistakes will be made, the lessons are the courage to maintain accountability to build a solid frame!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Find the fuel that sparks a flame

Release all blame

Jump where you’d rather stand

Stand after falling apart became part of the plan

Cry where tears need space

Create where loneliness resides

Love where doubt pushes you aside

Scream out loud to the full moon

Release the strings not tuned

Emptiness is a place

Where a gift is placed

A surrendered yet not yet captured infinity

Paint your design with the brush of choice

Framing in the empty space

Where light tunnels through to touch

a deeper part of you

Sunshine

Unconditional Love

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Following the heart, lead by the soul and authentically guided by the truth in the pull, even after you let go!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

The heart knows

It pulls even when your mind lets go

Intertwined fabric of heart and soul

Dancing together perfectly aligned

Stitched and woven without illusion of time

Harmonizing the souls spoken lines

Love brilliantly laced

Memories not to be erased

Stay for a moment in this place

Feel the lesson placed

To love you, unconditionally, is faced

Sunshine

 

 

 

 

You Are….

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It is in the thought where “you are” will start, it is in the shaking and cracks of your ground you will be found and it is in the action where life becomes profound.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

It is not the opinion of another that shakes your ground

It is the cracks in the ground now open and found

“You are”, speaks loud, what follows can lift or tear you down

Awareness,”you are”, the color in my fall

“You are”, the sturdy when the wind calls

“You are”, the gratitude in my nature

Deep Breath, “you are” a life changing miracle of adventure

“You are” a creative portraiture

Wisdom, “you are”, the gift of all experiences manifested as courage

“Live”, “you are” the purity and love I embrace and encourage

A place where no regrets are traced

And harmony and love are never replaced

Sunshine

Sky Without Limits

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The only limit is the distance we choose our sky to be!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

The limitation to a dream is our story

The story creates our truth

The words like art are interchangeable

The emotion unmistakable

Growth always extendable

Limitation, the distance between belief and fear

Everlasting love right here

Sunshine

 

 

 

 

 

Wild Skies

 

Where you roam and the unknown paves the same path!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Wild and free TO RUN

Vulnerable to a hunter’s gun

Burst first into the rapid pulse of the sunrise

Glorious to the sight

Adrenaline rushing into the light

Fascination of all creation

Energetic protection projected

Tangled in time destination and arrival sustain

Depth proclaims an abstract view from every plain

Opened to the mysteries

The soul will remain

Sunshine

 

Persistent Persuasion

Processing is persistent persuasion of thought!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Processing and feeling

Grieving and perceiving

Changing and recreating

Listening and learning

Crying and expressing

Shuttering and fighting

Empty and enlightened

Reality and denial

Life and living

Breathing and pain

Heart and soul

Darkness and light

Acceptance!

Love in light of the Sunshine

 

Happy Birthday to the Greatest Man Ever, MY SON!

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Zakary Ryan taught not to believe in the opinions of others, but to deeply believe the depth of your own true worth! 

~MY SON ZAKMAN~

His laughter infectious

His joy, uplifting

His outlook radiated champion

His love unconditional

His emotions deeper than the sea

His spirit beyond the human body’s capacity

His gifts moved the planet

He moved with creativity and challenged your thoughts

His soul shared unchartered truths

He pushed the limits and courageously lived

His name forever in my heart

His birth forever my gift of life

His presence and guidance always with me

His voice clearly speaks to me

His journey forever a part of my destiny

My protector, my teacher, my guide

His smile is my sunshine

My baby, my boy, my son, my child, my heartbeat

Thank you for making your appearance 25 years ago on this day

My life has been forever blessed and deeply changed because you chose me as your Momma!

You have shown me a depth I could never have reached or a strength I could never achieve without you!

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!

LISTEN WITH OPENNESS INTO THE HEART AND THOUGHTS OF A MAN (my son) WHO FOUGHT  HARD TO LEAVE A MESSAGE THROUGH HIS JOURNEY!

The first two songs are close to our hearts, we played them at Zaks memorial and he sang them with his great power all growing up with hands in the air! This boy has a journey and it won’t stop here, trust me as his momma, he has no stop button so watch out he’s making changes!

I Believe I can fly!

Worlds Greatest!

Zaks story/ Raw truths/Unfiltered

I am not a human/ By Zak

Running/ by Zak/ unfiltered

Intro./ Unfiltered and Raw