Daisy Love, sharing her knowledge,
I’m Daisy Love, I’m small and I’m the most loyal to my Mom. Although I love few and never many I like to watch many from afar and and I’m slowly learning to go where many have been and walk in crowds with confidence.
Sometimes my mom carry’s me because let’s face it, I need a little height now and then.
Some people tease me and think I’m acting like a tough one when I bark at them coming near. Let me tell you what’s really happening.
People move fast, going slow and meeting me where I’m at isn’t usually an instant reaction. I can see in people eyes they expect me to meet them where their at or their QUICK reaction is to call me unkind names and decide they don’t like me.
You know, “ankle biter”, etc.
Well recently my mom had an epiphany , she has an inner chihuahua, you see I have been teaching her like I try to teach others more about themselves and for some reason , slowing down enough to understand hasn’t been an easy one to teach. Humans expect and assume quickly usually and understand later.
That’s why they always say”if I knew now what I knew then” ,well slowing down would have taught you sooner. Just an observation from a little teacher.
So this lesson, let me get to the point…. My mom and her newly understood “inner chihuahua”… when something or someone moves too quick she immediately goes into fight or flight, guess which one kicks in first?
Which one is it for you?
When I showed her that she has the power to change her reaction, she would see more, feel more and understand more. Its not the chihuahua that’s scaring you, it’s your own reaction that scares you, fear is there to protect you, and teach you. (If your in control of your own state) however this is the catch.
Is your reaction a protection alert , or is it unresolved past reactions or programmed reactions holding you back from growth?
You see fear is usually planted and humans water there fear more then their plants.
Its just an observation, from your, “ inner chihuahua “ , you see, I chose my owner and she chose to see her reflection in me.
Slow down and meet me where I am, that’s where you will see me and possible YOU too!
Love, Daisy 💕 Love
“Nature you call on me with such a diligent perseverance and a sweet persistent whisper that runs through my veins and does not take no for an answer, JUST LIKE ZAK!”
This swim was for you my son……………October 31,2019
Happy 27 th Birthday forever having fun
Just courage to live
Just deep sorrow in loss
Just memories of your voice
Just knowing you’d say… “you’re crazy, thats freezing”
Just knowing you’d cheer me on, from the shore, laughing and pushing me to do more
Just knowing you’d talk about it for a lifetime
Just knowing it was a moment that created a memory, made me jump
I heard you
I saw you in the reflection of the waters face
I felt your embrace
I heard your heartbeat inside mine
I know you’re there, everywhere
I’m here too
In heaven and on earth
My only son
We’re still together
It is you, so I embrace this pain and this view
On October 31st every year I am reminded on a greater scale the life as my son here on earth is now a journey of emotions and questions and grief and sorrow and memories and heart strings that will forever be pulled and stretched.
I will never be the same, nor do I want to be. I wanted to send this out on his birthday but it has taken me this many days to do it. I write often shorter versions of my sunshine on Instagram before they hit this page. It’s often my leave a thought page at @Kerrissunshine.
Its been only two years and none of it gets easier for me, this year the pain was even deeper, reality sometimes sets in and digs a hole deeper than I can go at the time, so it waits for me. This is where swimming in any weather shakes me up, stands me straight, alarms my system, especially in the winter and gives me a much needed restart and brings me back to complete presence.
My mind, body and heart decided this year , it would be all about spending time with Zak, I couldn’t do anything if I tried unless it included Zak. So work was out and crying and swimming and getting a new tattoo on Zaks birthday has now become tradition.
Take the moments you need and make them what you need to heal, to reveal, to seal, to unveil, to really get present. TO REALLY FEEL TO HEAL!
At the wake of a new day the divine light leads the way to the most spectacular confirmations, your going the right way!
~ Kerri Elizabeth~
Shame and blame reside only in the thoughts chosen to proclaim
Withdrawl from the worth of our existance shackles our inner doors
Surrendering is a willingness to breathe divinely
Surrendering to helplessness and unwillingness breeds shame
Surrender to a timeline based upon self not spirit is chance
Surrender to the spirit guidance is truth written into a graceful dance
Love is with our scars and wounds
Rejection and fear offer shaky platforms, reflecting an invitation to change
Stand with me, with all my scars and flaws
Stand with my bullet holes from pain created for light and rainfall to cleanse what remains
Stand with me
Love to you all, this day is a new day and you are worth it, live it, breathe it, feel it, see it, care about it, create newness in it, love the moment, be present, sink into the love of natures voice, decide, stand in your truth, be kind and humble.
Love all the way!
I have learned that, to love another fully you must first love yourself fully, yourself as the reflection of our source ( to me that’s God)then in that process you will receive love fully.
To love fully you must trust yourself fully, then you will receive trust in full. To love fully you must be willing to risk challenging circumstances, you must be willing to grow and evolve. To love you must be willing to have faith to move a mountain and stand in your full truth.
If someone asks you a question, you must answer with honesty and full truth. This is yours and the others step to freedom, it is your strength to stand in truth that removes enabling another to hear the truth.
We must not hide behind our fear to answer and expect growth and love to fill every cracks and heal our wounds. This is our time to speak and be loved for all we are.
The questions are asked as in invitation for both parties to face their deepest truths ( whether they like it or not) and not shrink back.
Be BOLD and BE FIERCE in the truth no matter what it is.
Lay down shame, guilt, tyranny and fear and unlock the shackles that bind and the emotions that tangle and intertwine into confusion and overwhelm.
Do not hide in fear you will be judged or mocked, abandoned or rejected. It is in these things we have an opportunity to build our deepest strengths. There will be mud to trudge, there will be quicksand set in your path and there will be dark days and words that will paralyze you and send you whirling for peace.
YOU become stronger every time you stand in YOUR TRUTH and then, the gift, you will always know whether you are loved fully and complete and doubts will fall away.
You give choice to others and in your truth you will see the truth!
Reflection is in the eye of every beholder, linked perfectly to expression and emotion, where the heart goes is where your truth shows.
Embrace the reflection
Limb by limb again
Significant details are profound
Imagine that was you
In the reflection and truth
What would you see
With no mistaking
Limb by limb
Wrinkle by wrinkle
Do you love what you see
Like the reflection of this tree
Nature is our example of the perfect exchange of gifting!
Trusting in the abundant love of the wind
The fire from the sun circulating within
Bending of the trees, inspiring resilience with ease
Let only love flow through the veins under your skin
Bare your heart to the moon
Let the roar within center you again
Spilling forth the poisons of the day
Reveal each vulnerable place to be painted with the sun and highlighted in the hues of grace
Shout and let it out
Scream so loud the vibration of the ground responds to your sound
Authentically release,”I am NOT broken”, ” I am open”
Shed into rejuvenation
No judgements, no whys, no needs, no surprise
I am whole and always have been