Design your plan to stand, while mistakes will be made, the lessons are the courage to maintain accountability to build a solid frame!
Find the fuel that sparks a flame
Release all blame
Jump where you’d rather stand
Stand after falling apart became part of the plan
Cry where tears need space
Create where loneliness resides
Love where doubt pushes you aside
Scream out loud to the full moon
Release the strings not tuned
Emptiness is a place
Where a gift is placed
A surrendered yet not yet captured infinity
Paint your design with the brush of choice
Framing in the empty space
Where light tunnels through to touch
a deeper part of you
In the path you conceive is where your belief is made!
May there be love on every path
May calmness be the center at last
May every breathe fill your lungs without fail
May that rush of fear pass with a centered exhale
Release and explore the open door
The light inside will show you more
Be still and visualize
Feel and realize
Inside your human space
Embedded into your cellular place
Is love for you to embrace
Zakary Ryan taught not to believe in the opinions of others, but to deeply believe the depth of your own true worth!
~MY SON ZAKMAN~
His laughter infectious
His joy, uplifting
His outlook radiated champion
His love unconditional
His emotions deeper than the sea
His spirit beyond the human body’s capacity
His gifts moved the planet
He moved with creativity and challenged your thoughts
His soul shared unchartered truths
He pushed the limits and courageously lived
His name forever in my heart
His birth forever my gift of life
His presence and guidance always with me
His voice clearly speaks to me
His journey forever a part of my destiny
My protector, my teacher, my guide
His smile is my sunshine
My baby, my boy, my son, my child, my heartbeat
Thank you for making your appearance 25 years ago on this day
My life has been forever blessed and deeply changed because you chose me as your Momma!
You have shown me a depth I could never have reached or a strength I could never achieve without you!
YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!
LISTEN WITH OPENNESS INTO THE HEART AND THOUGHTS OF A MAN (my son) WHO FOUGHT HARD TO LEAVE A MESSAGE THROUGH HIS JOURNEY!
The first two songs are close to our hearts, we played them at Zaks memorial and he sang them with his great power all growing up with hands in the air! This boy has a journey and it won’t stop here, trust me as his momma, he has no stop button so watch out he’s making changes!
Surrendering defense heals the wounds of yesterday and builds strength now!
Fall into the dimensions of tranquility
Revel in the four seasons
Emotional framework surrounds the color change
While significant contrast interprets each drop of rain
Leaves fall away with a side to side sway
Softly passing each branch on the way
Preparation meets opportunity to grow
Nature abundantly overflows
Highlights of winter inquiring their stay
Each season fulfilling their days
Offering knowledge wrapped in change
Surrendering possibility ,blossoming exchange
Wandering into the wonder of grace, surrendering into the light divinely placed!
Lures of love for a mermaid soul
Ripples of wonder rejuvenating the quiet thump of the heart
Mystical and intrinsic sights
Step beyond the eye and into the silent guidance from inside
Earth in miraculous wonder gently embraces a space for mermaids to feel the depth of grace
Gently a blanket of blue offers significant comfort too
Imagination adventures with the soul feeling hues of blues
Flow into the waters arms mermaid soul
Swim into the embraced space earth has given a mermaids heart grace
Sunshine in this place
Where the sunshine and the beauty of the sea meet your flesh, separation collapses and awareness happens!
There will be a roar internally unveiling
A submergence of love never failing
A curiosity untangled gracefully into an adventure
Tiptoe through the tulips of existence
Dance with the breeze
Unravel thyself out of assumption
Focus where depth meets infinity
Where eternal connection locks in your glance
Where doubt evaporates and belief is a never ending trance
There is always a war of two roars
A decision behind every door
A roar of immortal existence graces my path
Choices to stare, glance or dance
Hunger intrigues the roar of a growing soul
Nutritional variance presents a course
Awareness does not rise to be
It presents itself to receive
Nothing ever goes away until it has taught us what we need to know! Pema Chodron
A gift is to hear the rising of the morning.
The smell of fresh dew carrying the reflections of what surrounds it.
A gift is to feel the earthquake when your soul rumbles with fire.
And your heart beats with the adrenaline of passion to live.
When you know for sure letting go of defenses means your belief system is solid.
A gift is when letting go is a manifestation of transformation not disappearing.
When letting go and allowing the pain to pass is disassembling a pattern to reconstruct a new design.
A gift is to recognize that your destination is not determined by justification but appreciation.
A gift is criticism that opens the possibilities to change previous limits.
A gift is hearing others stories so not to be devoured by your own astonishment but humble in inspired growth.
A gift is knowing your happiness is directly reflected from the core of our your own radiance.
Escape the yearning desire to give away your happiness and instead illuminate your surroundings for others to see their own path.
Exhilaration and equilibrium integrate inspired balance to fall yet get back up, leap and risk infinite passion.
A gift is the awe moment you realize that feeling is whatever you choose the title to be.
Keep your chords in tune continually, allow the tunes to change and a song to play!
In the chords of an inner vibration a song plays.
A beautiful song narrated with a personal commitment to live unconditionally in love.
A dare to live bravely with honesty beyond a normal comprehension.
To live without the bondage of judgements, but listen to honor my own reflective growth.
To love what is idealized as good and bad and consume the varied possibilities of perception.
This song evolves and cultivates the depth of goodness.
Music erupts from the strings that pull my heart.
The surge of beats echoes through the halls of this fiercely built soul.
Instrumental notes play in random order sharing their part in the song.
Mind and body create a bass beat in the background rumbling and consuming core strength.
Tranquility and unity empathize with the suffering sound of pain.
Healing must occur through the releasing of anything other than love.
Change takes a path and tunes in the sound creating meditations carrying this moment.
Listen to the inner light it will guide you, listen to the inner peace it will feed you, listen to the inner love it will transform you.
When love and life are one and there is no space between what’s undone.
The birds will fly and the wings will soar with no fear of more.
Waves crash and trees topple in the storm’s core.
To be immersed within nature transforms me.
Where the snow falls and rain drops meet, a crackle of comfort navigates my feet.
Submergence of my soul in what my eyes can hold.
Devouring the depth of where my heart pulls.
The transcendence of colors arrives in all bold.
Reflections of life swell in the content of this wave.
Interaction and decompression of thoughts are saved.
What is now has already been determined to be.
Revel in wanderlust and continue to see.
Where your mind takes you, let it go.
Capture it and ask the questions, do you wonder or know?
Aspire to bravely live each moment as it unfolds.
The sun continues to rise, I am told.