The Unexpected Crossing

“Chance meetings are not chance at all, they are threads we’re meant to see.

”The air was sharp with cedar and salt as I stepped into the small island store. The history of presence in the floors carried every footstep, every shift of weight, like a memory refusing to fade. My hand reached for a vase on the shelf, next to me, a reflection in the glass door, soft, startling and familiar.

Our eyes met. A smile formed, but it felt both familiar and unfamiliar, as if it belonged to another time. An emotion of familiarity exchanged, light yet unforgettable, the silence beneath spoke even louder. Silence that carried something unfinished, something that asked to be noticed.

Outside, gulls cried over the cove while the sky bent toward dusk. We parted ways in direction, but not in weight. I walked on, carrying the sense that the path was not finished with us yet.

-Kerri-Elizabeth-


That night, footsteps crossed the dock in steady rhythm, pressing the wood as if retracing the very moment I had tried to leave behind.


The Hollow Breath

 

“Walls remember even when we forget.”

There is a breath behind the wall,
steady,
unforgiving.

It doesn’t belong to anyone you can see,
but it belongs here,
and it remembers.

The air bends with it,
timbers strain against it,
like the house itself
is carrying secrets too heavy for its beams.

A hollow breath is not empty,
it is filled with what was never spoken,
pressed tight,
compressed into the bones of the room.

You lean closer,
and realize it isn’t just breath.
It is waiting.
It is watching.
It is daring you to hear it fully.

-Kerri-Elizabeth-

Do you hear it, the breath behind the door? What if it’s closer than you thought? Is the door a person or place?

The Shivers of Shadows

“Stillness is rarely still.”

There is a shiver where silence settles,
not from the cold,
but from the way truth presses against the walls.

Shadows lengthen,
not because the light has shifted,
but because deception stretches farther than we thought.

A pause is never just a pause.
It is a weight.
It is the sound of something unsaid
carving a hollow behind the ribs.

Sometimes I wonder if silence is a shield
or if it is a weapon,
cutting deeper with every moment it holds back.

And yet,
in the same stillness,
a spark waits.
A reminder that even in the grip of hidden lies,
the body knows,
the spirit remembers,
and nothing stays buried forever.

-Kerri-Elizabeth-
When silence finally breaks, will it whisper, or will it roar?

Whispers Beneath the Surface

“What lies unspoken often cuts the deepest.”

The water looked still, but stillness has a way of deceiving. Beneath the surface, a pulse stirred, faint, almost invisible, but alive enough to send ripples across the silence. It wasn’t the kind of ripple you could see in the reflection of the lake; it was the kind you feel in your skin, in the hairs at the back of your neck, in the quickening of your breath when you realize something is there.

Whispers live in places like this. They hide between the cracks of boards on a dock, in the echoes that hang in the rafters of a room, in the way shadows lean farther than they should when the moon stretches them thin. The whispers don’t announce themselves. They don’t ask permission. They linger, and sometimes they take root.

It’s strange how healing can only begin when you stop pretending the whispers aren’t there. For years, you learn to quiet them, to layer silence over silence until it becomes a wall. But silence never silences the truth; it holds it, and held truth always finds a way out.

Tonight, the hold was loud. The whispers pressed harder against the stillness, and there was no denying them. The body knows long before the mind admits it: something is stirring, and it is not done with you.

It might not even be about destruction. Sometimes the truth presses through because it’s desperate to be freed, not because it wants to tear you down, but because it is seeking freedom.

Still, the not knowing can bring its own emotional adventure.

-Kerri-Elizabeth-


What happens when silence can no longer hold what’s buried? When the surface begins to crack, will truth seep gently through, or erupt in a way no one expected?

You Are….

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It is in the thought where “you are” will start, it is in the shaking and cracks of your ground you will be found and it is in the action where life becomes profound.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

It is not the opinion of another that shakes your ground

It is the cracks in the ground now open and found

“You are”, speaks loud, what follows can lift or tear you down

Awareness,”you are”, the color in my fall

“You are”, the sturdy when the wind calls

“You are”, the gratitude in my nature

Deep Breath, “you are” a life-changing miracle of adventure

“You are” a creative portraiture

Wisdom, “you are”, the gift of all experiences manifested as courage

“Live”, “you are” the purity and love I embrace and encourage

A place where no regrets are traced

And harmony and love are never replaced

Sunshine

Happy Birthday to the Greatest Man Ever, MY SON!

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Zakary Ryan taught not to believe in the opinions of others, but to deeply believe the depth of your own true worth! 

~MY SON ZAKMAN~

His laughter infectious

His joy, uplifting

His outlook radiated champion

His love unconditional

His emotions deeper than the sea

His spirit beyond the human body’s capacity

His gifts moved the planet

He moved with creativity and challenged your thoughts

His soul shared unchartered truths

He pushed the limits and courageously lived

His name forever in my heart

His birth forever my gift of life

His presence and guidance always with me

His voice clearly speaks to me

His journey forever a part of my destiny

My protector, my teacher, my guide

His smile is my sunshine

My baby, my boy, my son, my child, my heartbeat

Thank you for making your appearance 25 years ago on this day

My life has been forever blessed and deeply changed because you chose me as your Momma!

You have shown me a depth I could never have reached or a strength I could never achieve without you!

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!

LISTEN WITH OPENNESS INTO THE HEART AND THOUGHTS OF A MAN (my son) WHO FOUGHT  HARD TO LEAVE A MESSAGE THROUGH HIS JOURNEY!

The first two songs are close to our hearts, we played them at Zaks memorial and he sang them with his great power all growing up with hands in the air! This boy has a journey and it won’t stop here, trust me as his momma, he has no stop button so watch out he’s making changes!

I Believe I can fly!

Worlds Greatest!

Zaks story/ Raw truths/Unfiltered

I am not a human/ By Zak

Running/ by Zak/ unfiltered

Intro./ Unfiltered and Raw

FALL TO COLOR

Surrendering defense heals the wounds of yesterday and builds strength now!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Fall into the dimensions of tranquility

Revel in the four seasons

Emotional framework surrounds the color change

While significant contrast interprets each drop of rain

Leaves fall away with a side to side sway

Softly passing each branch on the way

Preparation meets opportunity to grow

Nature abundantly overflows

Highlights of winter inquiring their stay

Each season fulfilling their days

Offering knowledge wrapped in change

Surrendering possibility ,blossoming exchange

Stained Glass Life

 

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Every experience a piece of stained glass with memories in the grooves and spaces attached.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

When the light of the day slowly fades

Sounds quiet down all around

Shade takes the stage gently perspective is changed

Where a moment ago light and shade both took center stage

They bow with the honor of true love in a universal exchange 

Miraculously the tides never hide

Crashing and surging to a universal rhythm and vibe

Pebbles in infinite amounts toss and turn

Offering in grace our perceptions and concern

Give way the emotional thoughts and response 

Interpretations and nonchalance

Some say, ready

Others seem even and steady

As the light will slowly fade

Another day is gifted into the nightshade

SUNSHINE

Unquantifiable Zone

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It’s not the limits that you are, it is the limits that are your scars, only there to remind you , you have come so far! ~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

The divine vibration holds its tone.

Rocket speed into a non quantifiable zone.

Navigate your heart and feel what sets you apart.

Be willing to reach into the stars when the frequency is hurting your heart.

Softness will form and rigidity falls away.

A light breeze invites you to stay.

Only to feel the fall, do you know how to get up and stand tall.

Choose in the shaking of your soul.

In the closing of your eyes.

The stillness of your mind.

The fullness of being aligned.

The attitude defined.

There……

The solutions enticingly unwind.

Sugar and honey unmatched in the splendor of sweetness without time.

You are the air that moves.

The water that runs.

The mountains that roar.

The rivers that flow.

The lakes and oceans whispering to let go.

Then….

Courageously,

Gorgeous splendor blinds the darkness from the light.

Vibration holds its tone and you are not alone.

Divinely touched in the unquantifiable zone.

SUNSHINE!

Dive into Depth

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Dive into the depth of your soul it already knows! ~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

She sits with wonder filling her lungs with ease.

The cerebral palpitations of the earth under her human form.

The fountain of her soul overflowing with the breeze of the present solitude of grace.

Lost and so found in the deep timbers of her mind.

Heart racing, water falling, sun rays melting away all that does not partake in graciousness.

Altering and often severing waves of energetic distractions.

Divinely receiving the song of each bird.

The splash of every fish touching the core of wonder.

The magnitude of wisdom in the voice of the mountains.

The nakedness of her skin encompassed between the snowy temperatures and softness of the lake.

Her feet sink into the sand of the shore every pebble sanding her edges.

Drinking of the infinite love, drunk on the miracles of what her eyes see and her heart feels.

Every drop of water holds a reflection of this moment, drawing her free will to BE alive.

Never seeking for tomorrow or grieving yesterday, but presently saying YES to NOW!

Sunshine!