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Happy Birthday to the Greatest Man Ever, MY SON!

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Zakary Ryan taught not to believe in the opinions of others, but to deeply believe the depth of your own true worth! 

~MY SON ZAKMAN~

His laughter infectious

His joy, uplifting

His outlook radiated champion

His love unconditional

His emotions deeper than the sea

His spirit beyond the human body’s capacity

His gifts moved the planet

He moved with creativity and challenged your thoughts

His soul shared unchartered truths

He pushed the limits and courageously lived

His name forever in my heart

His birth forever my gift of life

His presence and guidance always with me

His voice clearly speaks to me

His journey forever a part of my destiny

My protector, my teacher, my guide

His smile is my sunshine

My baby, my boy, my son, my child, my heartbeat

Thank you for making your appearance 25 years ago on this day

My life has been forever blessed and deeply changed because you chose me as your Momma!

You have shown me a depth I could never have reached or a strength I could never achieve without you!

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!

LISTEN WITH OPENNESS INTO THE HEART AND THOUGHTS OF A MAN (my son) WHO FOUGHT  HARD TO LEAVE A MESSAGE THROUGH HIS JOURNEY!

The first two songs are close to our hearts, we played them at Zaks memorial and he sang them with his great power all growing up with hands in the air! This boy has a journey and it won’t stop here, trust me as his momma, he has no stop button so watch out he’s making changes!

I Believe I can fly!

Worlds Greatest!

Zaks story/ Raw truths/Unfiltered

I am not a human/ By Zak

Running/ by Zak/ unfiltered

Intro./ Unfiltered and Raw

Divine Petal

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With honor to the heart, acknowledgement to the mind and soul trust, forgiveness and love become one!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Previous to petals

Once a seed

Divinely placed

Reminding me

To love vibrantly

Caress kindness

Shatter anger

Crack the code

Happiness is there to hold

Blooming masterpiece

Beautiful and bold

Behind the eye

The heart it holds

Sunshine in this space!

Color your world

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Reveal the colors of your soul in the life you lead and hold.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

What colors do you see here?

Do you hear the crackle in the leaves?

Or the sound of the breeze?

What path will you follow?

Or do you lead into each tomorrow?

Is it a color that brightens your day?

What color is your emotion today?

Your mind starts to create what you’ll say

Your heart feels the way

Your soul is guiding it all in place

Listen ………

Feel…….

SUNSHINE

Soulful Courage

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Where your soul pulls you, that’s where courage is.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

There will moments you have to let go

No thoughts, just let go

Times your heart needs to rest

Your mind stops

Your body resigns to the pull and lets go

Where you have given all you can

And the design changes you within

When we allow those moments to flow

There is a loss of control

A fear takes hold

Vulnerability will breathe near

Peace will disappear

Then hope rises

Pain and grief need safety and love to breathe

Judgement must be erased and love embraced

SUNSHINE

Already One Nothing Undone

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It is not in the self all is won, it is in the selfless all is unraveled and becomes one.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

It is not in the self all is won

It is the selfless unraveled all is one

It is not in the joy you feel, it is in the feeling joy becomes real

In the rapture of tears grown from seeds of fears

In a moment of pain a solid interpretation ingrained

Running into the scars beautifully paved from the past

Where the idea that was and is and will be makes a definitive memory last

When darkness and light collapse into one

When cold and hot become one

It is not at that moment where separation becomes clear

It is at that moment where the separation is no longer the fear

Where the adjustment of heat and cold are simply an illusion of separation we hold

The awareness of the emotion spiraled through

Tearing the creative illusions wide open

Awareness of definition and proclamation scattered

In a split moment all was undone and oneness mattered

No emotion or selfish place existed

No cost or catch could stop or twist it

The eternal joining of all

It just was, nothing lost or found

Like a river flooding the land

There were no barriers to withstand

The gap was no longer a space

The holes, no longer an emptiness for anything to be placed

The colors just were and nothing deferred

The tear became one with the water and the pain

Like a raindrop into a lake, separation entered one plain

Joy and pain were not severed

They were lovers flowing into one

Already created and nothing was undone

SUNSHINE

May I ask you?

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May I ask you, is this life you live fulfilling the calling of your soul and will you leap out of the comfort and live whole?

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Where water runs, healing and mercy become one

Where glaciers run free and melt into me

Courageous energy redesigns me

Minerals softening the outer shell where my heart lay inside to keep pace

Flowing with grace, beauty covers me and encapsulates the mystery of space

The river flows with the presence and brilliance of life

A priceless experience in the constant movement of the current’s approach

Hope in the river defines me and finds me

The aura that surrounds nature before me illuminates my wonder to be

The birds let go opening their wings to more

Allowing the wind to carry them they soar

Surrendering to the day’s end

Wildlife in motion and expression revealed again

SUNSHINE

A Field of Forever

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Fall into a field of eternal optimism and saturate your soul with courage.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Capturing the essence of beauty

Strength in the bend and sway created by a slight breeze

Colors of pure sunlight with a drop of earthly wonder create a center

Curiosity to grow manifests existence and courage, reaching for the sky unwavering

A seedling miraculously flourishing as a flower

A flower encompassing the essence of possibilities

Fueling possibility, inspiring optimism

Access infinite evolution

Offer only the presence of your light

Allow the tears to interpret without judgement

And your heart to hear your purpose

Get lost in a field of forever

Plow out the judgments of whys and hows

And water the freedom to love and change

Love is without time and space with a flowing of nothing

Erased and everything at the universe’s pace.

Sunshine

Sacred Change

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Every flower holds the petals until the petals let go!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

True sacrifice is within yourself

Acquiesced process of true wealth

Accountable in your unwavering truth

Standing in spiritual flow

Allowing obstructions to be moved to empower you in growth

The umbilical cord, created for a mother to give life

Then cut to release your purpose to take flight

Birthed from an inner embracing place

Offered into opportunity to share life in a larger place

Life sheds and rejuvenates the encompassing presence of ourselves

Revealing integration of our TRUTH

Losing our ego-self to our highest and most supreme love

Love is shown to be limitless when every circumstance represents gratitude

Love does not come and go but is obstructed only by what we know

Beyond presence is a surrendering of offense and defense to be navigated and inspired to love and order

Love, SUNSHINE

My Wisest Teacher and My Son

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What the eye does not see is where the heart is set free!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

This baby of mine, my boy that has become a warrior man, husband, son, brother and friend.

His strength and courage far out stretch any I have ever seen, heard of or experienced.

I’d say it’s because I’m his mom and I’m biased, but that’s just a small part of the truth.

His story can’t fit on this page, but the light in his smile can radiate for you a message.

Interpret the love in these eyes and this smile from an unconditional love.

To know him is to love him.

To hear him is to capture the sound and rhythm of pure adoration and gratitude and love for life.

To walk with him is to teach you the most magnificent postural power.

To hug him is to feel more energetic peace than you’ll ever feel.

To speak to his soul is a gift I am blessed to behold.

To be his momma is the best gift I’ve ever received and it can’t be bought or sold.

To share our hearts while we reflect on our life’s path to here is in pure gratitude.

To feel his heartbeat while he holds my hand and hear him say, “I’m OK mom” when nothing seems even close to ok, teaches me the most love and strength I’ve ever experienced.

This BOY has a heart of 100 badass LIONS and as his spirit roars and becomes too big to fit into his frail body, he continues to teach us all, he is so much more than what you see!

Take your blinders of life off, it’s what you DON’T see that sets you free!

My WISEST teacher ever, MY SON!

I love YOU and my soul’s tapped in, every life you’re in, you promised you’d pick me as your mom again!

Can we make a pact though, that next time you don’t run faster than me?

I love you every minute and every second!

Your Momma for infinity!

SUNSHINE

(For those of you who don’t know Sunshine is my Soul’s voice, it’s the source where my words come and my eyes are closed and the deepest part of me shines!)

Sacred Embrace

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Embrace the sacred space where your heart pulls you into place!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

The sacred journey of your soul

Feel into the graceful pull

Let go to what is already set in place

Melt into the cosmic arrangement of space

Divine love is determined for you to embrace

Creation of the ocean’s mystery

The heart’s authenticity

The Milky Way dancing to adoration

Your body’s formation

The mind’s intriguing ability to feel

Interpretation to reveal

Listening to the embodiment of being still

Love, Sunshine