Transformation through experience: A Journey of Emotions

Two sunflowers standing tall against a softly blurred background of blue and orange hues.

It took observation to see

Inside

What has been held in

It took the jolt to see

Inside

The wave

The emotion

The feeling

It took time to create the path

A transformation through experience began.

Inside

The least resisted

The path set before me, wasn’t meant to get lost in

It was there to travel through

To experience a transformation

To observe

It was only temporary

Tears changed shape

Steps changed direction

Pain created space

To feel the present

To honor the future

The pain transformed through experience

The urge to leap disappeared

The desire to step with grace appeared

It didn’t happen without seeing all the colors

Feeling all the emotions

It didn’t pass through with a lack of pessimism and optimism intertwined

Transformation through experience started to pass by allowing each to have space

To move

Inside

Freedom has been seen through, transformation

Felt and experienced, as a transformation through my journey

It awaits continually at our meeting place

~Kerri-Elizabeth~

Here is some extra inspiration:

Infinite Love

Courtship of Strength

Strength is not what you see it the energy moved through your belief!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Strength is not a color or a gender
It’s energy moved
Strength is truth
Strength is not visible or even physical
Strength is believing
The courtship of your being
It’s energy spilling from the tongue and lips
It’s energy in the sway of your hips
It’s energy in your step and even regret
Strength can shatter
It can fill you with all that matters
Strength can sweep you off your feet
It’s the energy in which it moves
that gives it strength.
Do not mistake softness for the absence of strength
Strength is not what you see it’s what you feel coming from the energy moved in your belief

SUNSHINE

Accountability Framed

Design your plan to stand, while mistakes will be made, the lessons are the courage to maintain accountability to build a solid frame!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

Find the fuel that sparks a flame

Release all blame

Jump where you’d rather stand

Stand after falling apart became part of the plan

Cry where tears need space

Create where loneliness resides

Love where doubt pushes you aside

Scream out loud to the full moon

Release the strings not tuned

Emptiness is a place

Where a gift is placed

A surrendered yet not yet captured infinity

Paint your design with the brush of choice

Framing in the empty space

Where light tunnels through to touch

a deeper part of you

Sunshine

You Are….

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It is in the thought where “you are” will start, it is in the shaking and cracks of your ground you will be found and it is in the action where life becomes profound.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

It is not the opinion of another that shakes your ground

It is the cracks in the ground now open and found

“You are”, speaks loud, what follows can lift or tear you down

Awareness,”you are”, the color in my fall

“You are”, the sturdy when the wind calls

“You are”, the gratitude in my nature

Deep Breath, “you are” a life-changing miracle of adventure

“You are” a creative portraiture

Wisdom, “you are”, the gift of all experiences manifested as courage

“Live”, “you are” the purity and love I embrace and encourage

A place where no regrets are traced

And harmony and love are never replaced

Sunshine

Nothing Missing

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Doubling balance and strength, earth and ethereal and surfing the tides of life hand in hand!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Uninterrupted infinity to live in love

Clarity often chased by a cloud in action

Epiphanies congruent with ephemeral (lasting a very short time) moments

Oblivion offering solitude to unravel

Time outs to see phosphenes(the light and color seen by rubbing your eyes)

The aurora speaks with soul intent

Luminecense emotionally vibrant between two hearts

Meditative waves rolling like the eloquence of energy flowing

Designed by each, infinity reached

Sunshine

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Happy Birthday to the Greatest Man Ever, MY SON!

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Zakary Ryan taught not to believe in the opinions of others, but to deeply believe the depth of your own true worth! 

~MY SON ZAKMAN~

His laughter infectious

His joy, uplifting

His outlook radiated champion

His love unconditional

His emotions deeper than the sea

His spirit beyond the human body’s capacity

His gifts moved the planet

He moved with creativity and challenged your thoughts

His soul shared unchartered truths

He pushed the limits and courageously lived

His name forever in my heart

His birth forever my gift of life

His presence and guidance always with me

His voice clearly speaks to me

His journey forever a part of my destiny

My protector, my teacher, my guide

His smile is my sunshine

My baby, my boy, my son, my child, my heartbeat

Thank you for making your appearance 25 years ago on this day

My life has been forever blessed and deeply changed because you chose me as your Momma!

You have shown me a depth I could never have reached or a strength I could never achieve without you!

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE!

LISTEN WITH OPENNESS INTO THE HEART AND THOUGHTS OF A MAN (my son) WHO FOUGHT  HARD TO LEAVE A MESSAGE THROUGH HIS JOURNEY!

The first two songs are close to our hearts, we played them at Zaks memorial and he sang them with his great power all growing up with hands in the air! This boy has a journey and it won’t stop here, trust me as his momma, he has no stop button so watch out he’s making changes!

I Believe I can fly!

Worlds Greatest!

Zaks story/ Raw truths/Unfiltered

I am not a human/ By Zak

Running/ by Zak/ unfiltered

Intro./ Unfiltered and Raw

FALL TO COLOR

Surrendering defense heals the wounds of yesterday and builds strength now!

~Kerri Elizabeth~

 

Fall into the dimensions of tranquility

Revel in the four seasons

Emotional framework surrounds the color change

While significant contrast interprets each drop of rain

Leaves fall away with a side to side sway

Softly passing each branch on the way

Preparation meets opportunity to grow

Nature abundantly overflows

Highlights of winter inquiring their stay

Each season fulfilling their days

Offering knowledge wrapped in change

Surrendering possibility ,blossoming exchange

Stained Glass Life

 

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Every experience a piece of stained glass with memories in the grooves and spaces attached.

~Kerri Elizabeth~

When the light of the day slowly fades

Sounds quiet down all around

Shade takes the stage gently perspective is changed

Where a moment ago light and shade both took center stage

They bow with the honor of true love in a universal exchange 

Miraculously the tides never hide

Crashing and surging to a universal rhythm and vibe

Pebbles in infinite amounts toss and turn

Offering in grace our perceptions and concern

Give way the emotional thoughts and response 

Interpretations and nonchalance

Some say, ready

Others seem even and steady

As the light will slowly fade

Another day is gifted into the nightshade

SUNSHINE