Decide your thoughts and your thoughts will create feelings and your feelings will create you.
Letting go of what I can not change and making room for growth.
I no longer miss you, my child, I realize you’re a part of me and your never gone.
I no longer mourn for you, I have let go of the emotional control I have held onto thinking it would bring you back the way I want you, instead you will arrive the way you choose to.
I decided to change me and my own thinking, I decided to let go of the control that keeps me emotionally stuck and enables you to grow to be your best self.
I no longer worry about you because I believe you have the strength to make the decisions you want in your life and trust you will tap into that.
I no longer hurt for you, my beautiful child; I accept you’re exactly where you need to be to go where you want to go.
I no longer desire to convince you I love you, I will wait for you to learn to receive the abundance when you’re ready.
I no longer feel bad for myself or you, I am grateful for every minute of your life I have been able to share with you.
I no longer cry in pain, I cry for the joyous breakthrough to allow you to carry your own pain and choose your own path and love you no matter what that is for you.
I no longer see and hear the sickness of drugs, I see and hear your heart and it will bring us together again someday on earth or in heaven.
I no longer need you, needing means lack of, you are in me and a part of me and I won’t breathe without those parts, they are me.
I no longer miss you, my child, your spirit chooses your path and I have let go to save my own spirit for the day I am blessed to hug and kiss you again.
You will arrive one day and you will see only love and forgiveness and acceptance that are the true reflection of yourself.
From the lessons of four children to a mother, some circumstances are out of our control but all thoughts we are in control of.
From one child in a circumstance of chance and not choice and another in a circumstance of choice, not chance, each chooses the thoughts and healing direction of their path, each holds heroic warrior strength and each will use it when they choose to, it is there for the taking.
As a mother, my strength is to love them through their growth and never ever stop, my lesson is to let go and be present in love while they learn their way.
SUNSHINE ALWAYS AND FOREVER!